Feelin Weird - Waking Up To Love and Feelings (ITASAOAMB?! Part 1) (PATREON Bonus Ep)

Waking Up To Love and Feelings (ITASAOAMB?! Part 1) (PATREON Bonus Ep)

04/01/21 • 57 min

Part 1 of "Is This A Spiritual Awakening (OR a mental breakdown)?!" (A short series during a period in my life where I am experiencing some kind of awakening/understanding of my self and the world I exist in (and aware that it MIGHT sound "crazy" to some people). I discuss all sorts of silly/playful ideas about this idea of really FEELing everything): ideas like "maybe all this entire experience is IS a WAVE of FEELINGS and feeeeeling states?"

I also talk about: CRYing while eating PIZZA; NOT fitting into the general humyn society (and being totally okay with that (finally)); finding belonging; mental illness; feeling TERRIFIED of love; sitting with the FEELING of love; fear of the LOVE inside of me; opening up as an act of surrender; to be REALLY seen and held; fear of DEATH; my challenging relationship with my dad; Processing grief; holding my self with compassion; feelings as beyond morality/judgement; and SO much more.

This entire series is available on the Feelin Weird Patreon (click to listen to the rest of them).

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This entire series is available on the Feelin Weird Patreon (click to listen to the rest of them).

SUPPORT via PATREON*: patreon.com/feelinweird/
Buy MERCH: kyeplant.bandcamp.com/
DONATE via Paypal
Review, Rate & Subscribe on Apple Podcasts
Instagram: @feelinweirdpod
Website: www.feelinweird.com
Email: [email protected]

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*Please consider contributing $5-50/month to support the show (and receive ~100 bonus episodes)

Previous Episode

105. Unlearning Toxic Masculinity (w/ Hillary L Mcbride)

Hillary L McBride (Therapist, Writer, Podcaster) has a HEART-FELT conversation/connection with me about unlearning toxic masculinity (harm) and reconnecting with AUTHENTIC self (among MANY other things)(healing). I cried, I laughed, I loved this.

We also discuss: eating disorders; feminism; healing with love; patriarchy as a harm to EVERY-ONE; colonization; systems that disconnect self from self and others; therapy/counselling; understanding projections; sitting with the fear; unlearning harm through gentle connection; beauty standards; self-harm; high sensitivity; and SO much more!

Hillary's website: https://hillarylmcbride.com/

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Email: [email protected]

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Struggles in Masculinity & Gender (PATREON Bonus Ep 49)

A gentle and intimate trip down memory lane that DEEPLY connects me with toxic masculinity (and how that REALLY impacted and harmed me). This is me exploring what it MEANS to be raised male in a world that celebrates emotional disconnection and disregulation.

Highlights include: crying at house parties; driving a friend to get an abortion; my sensitive, gentle parts not being nurtured (because I was a BOY); fist fights; a friend dying; grief; listening to inner wisdom; reconnecting my parts; crying with men; perpetuating toxic masculinity unintentionally; reintegrating gender; performing gender in alternative ways; learning to support and nurture; and SO much more.

Recorded 7, 8, 9 April 2021.

This is a bonus episode which I posted on the Feelin Weird Patreon (click to see more & to support the show!)