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Feelin Weird

Feelin Weird

Kye Plant

* ACCESS ALL PAST EPISODES AT PATREON.COM/FEELINWEIRD * Gentle, intimate, & heartfelt conversations about taboo and stigmatized subjects aimed to normalize the humyn experience and to create a feeling of "I'm not alone!"
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Goodpods has curated a list of the 10 best Feelin Weird episodes, ranked by the number of listens and likes each episode have garnered from our listeners. If you are listening to Feelin Weird for the first time, there's no better place to start than with one of these standout episodes. If you are a fan of the show, vote for your favorite Feelin Weird episode by adding your comments to the episode page.

Feelin Weird - 123. Grief is Collective
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05/06/22 • 134 min

Kitty Sipple talks collective grief; multiplicity; the psychiatric industrial complex; synchronicities, magic & tarot; living in extreme states; & being Mad, Multiple and Autistic.

Kitty is Mad & multiple. they are a constellation of neuroqueer/Autistic polymath polymorphic storytellers. kitty exists in this timeline as a white, disabled, trans/non-binary femme creature.

We also talk: the collective self (many people within one person); Dissociative Identity Disorder; existing in different timelines; connecting through grief; grief & joy; grieving as CELEBRATING life; compassion, grace & forgiveness of self (and others); unlearning capitalism; the magic of "I'm not ALONE!"; the fool & the magician (tarot cards); making amends; disconnecting and reconnecting to community; banishing the self; witnessing animals grieve; non-hierarchical power; AUTHENTIC connection as a BALM for loneliness; trauma fundamentalism; and MORE.

Kitty's website & IG @fungifemme

Recorded Feb 7 (Intro: May 5&6), 2022.

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Part 1 of "Is This A Spiritual Awakening (OR a mental breakdown)?!" (A short series during a period in my life where I am experiencing some kind of awakening/understanding of my self and the world I exist in (and aware that it MIGHT sound "crazy" to some people). I discuss all sorts of silly/playful ideas about this idea of really FEELing everything): ideas like "maybe all this entire experience is IS a WAVE of FEELINGS and feeeeeling states?"

I also talk about: CRYing while eating PIZZA; NOT fitting into the general humyn society (and being totally okay with that (finally)); finding belonging; mental illness; feeling TERRIFIED of love; sitting with the FEELING of love; fear of the LOVE inside of me; opening up as an act of surrender; to be REALLY seen and held; fear of DEATH; my challenging relationship with my dad; Processing grief; holding my self with compassion; feelings as beyond morality/judgement; and SO much more.

This entire series is available on the Feelin Weird Patreon (click to listen to the rest of them).

Here's a list of EVERY regular & bonus Feelin Weird episode :)

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Feelin Weird - 106. Masc, Trans + big FEELINGS
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04/20/21 • 130 min

Two trans artist people talk about gender, masculinity, + processing and reacting to BIG feelings! My guest was raised female, I was raised male; neither of us identify with our gender assignment (at birth) and THUS we EACH have a unique take on GENDER.

We also discuss: Gandalf as the ideal masculine archetype; reclaiming gender; men wearing skirts; crying A LOT; gender as an expression of self; dissociation & depersonalization; gender dysphoria; puffing up when feeling scared; performing gender; deprogramming binary thinking; SHAME, fear + anger; coming BACK into the body (sitting with emotions); and SO much more!

Here's a list of EVERY regular & bonus Feelin Weird episode :)

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Shayne returns to talk about life outside of prison: being sensitive, freedom, optimism, trauma, suffering, enlightenment + MORE

Shayne D. returns (from ep 60) to talk about life as a free person! He was recently released from prison--he served 20 years for multiple murder charges--and has LOTS of thoughts and observations about life on the outside. The answer to "how does it feel" is not as straight forward as you may think...

We also discuss:being a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP); Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) (fear of rejection / abandonment); loneliness; trauma; optimism; empathy; shame + guilt; why we suffer; our ability to change; enlightenment; psychological solitude; the power of vulnerability; AND MORE

Listen to PART TWO on patreon:

Here's a list of EVERY regular & bonus Feelin Weird episode :)

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Feelin Weird - 104. Ask Me Anything! (w/ Tuna Melt)
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02/28/21 • 96 min

My partner and I sit down to answer questions asked via an A.M.A. prompt (on IG).

Topics include: gender queer, internet bullying, sexual shame, wanting to be seen, moving across the country, laughter, psilocybin, BPD, autism, pronouns, learning to love my body, the creative process, making music, fear, not having a job, crying along to songs, and SO much more!

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Feelin Weird - 82. Anorexia (Non Wels Pt2)
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05/22/19 • 55 min

(CW: anorexia, suicidal ideation.)

(PART TWO!) Non Wels, at age 21, living in Wales, weighed 118lbs because of anorexia.  A doctor told him that he was about to die if he didn't change his disordered eating.  He was in a constant state of pain.  His hair fell out.  He had no fat on his body.  Now, he's in his late 30's and recovered.  This is his journey.

We also discuss over-exercise; NEEDING support; the importance of therapy & feeling feelings!; attachment theory; growing older; mental health podcasts; compassion; NEEDING to feel seen and SO much more!

Non's website: https://nonwels.com/

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http://www.patreon.com/feelinweird

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Feelin Weird - 4. Addiction + Recovery
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05/30/16 • 78 min

Sara discusses her battle with addiction and her road to recovery.  We talk about The Clash, drinking malt liquor in Calgary, hitting rock bottom, abusive relationships, ptsd, photography, anxiety, self-care and self-love AND SO MUCH MORE.  Sara hasn't shared this story with many people and IT'S A GREAT EPISODE!  

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Feelin Weird - 76. BPD + Father Trauma
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02/18/19 • 87 min

John Penman talks: abusive cop father (trauma); bisexual shame; PTSD; BPD; self-harm; intuition; transforming pain into love; & more!

He grew up with a father who was traumatized by his experience as a cop in Detroit in the post-"Crack Boom" era (when a once glorious city fell apart). His father constantly threatened to kill himself. He shot his gun in the house. He threatened to bring John to "little boy jail" if he didn't behave the way his father wanted. John's Father was transformed by his untreated PTSD into an abusive person. John was forced to be his therapist (as a child) but eventually had to cut him out of his life. Here's the story of trauma creating trauma creating trauma (the vicious cycle).

We also discuss: trusting people who love us, paranoia, fear, positive affirmations, transforming pain into love, homophobia, being bisexual. cutting / self-harm (CW), inherited trauma, being your parent's therapist, trusting your intuition, being kind, plus LOTS more!

Contact John: johnthepenman.com IG @jnpnmn

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Steph interviews ME about my relapse; depression & anxiety; moving back home with my parents; alcohol abuse; meds; suicidal ideations & a suicide attempt. This is a very personal conversation between two friends in which we discuss my relapse (which Steph was witness to).

CW: suicide, addiction, self-harm.

We talk: psych wards; shaving my eyebrows off; lying to doctors; AA; moving in with my parents; performance art; and MORE!

Here's a list of EVERY regular & bonus Feelin Weird episode :)

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Feelin Weird - do you need/want SUPPORT?  I can hold SPACE.
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10/01/21 • 24 min

Do you need and/or want someone to listen to and hold space for you as you grieve/feel and reconnect with your body and emotions? Are you tired of seeing therapists who don't ACTUALLY listen or support you? Do you want to remember how to feel, how to REALLY exist in your body? Do you need to grieve generations of pain and sorrow? I can be that person for you (if it feels right).

I'm opening myself up to seeing people one-on-one in a relational-healing context. I'm not a therapist/counsellor but I do have a gift for holding space and going deep with people. I will not give advice, I will not try to fix you; I will support you as best as I can, in a way that actually FEELS supportive to YOU.

Sliding scale rates; no one will be turned away who is too poor.

Send me an email if you're curious: [email protected]

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FAQ

How many episodes does Feelin Weird have?

Feelin Weird currently has 153 episodes available.

What topics does Feelin Weird cover?

The podcast is about Addiction, Health & Fitness, Lgbtq, Anxiety, Abuse, Alternative Health, Mental Health, Depression, Mentalhealth, Podcasts, Adhd, Gender and Ocd.

What is the most popular episode on Feelin Weird?

The episode title '116. Autism + Neurodiversity' is the most popular.

What is the average episode length on Feelin Weird?

The average episode length on Feelin Weird is 84 minutes.

How often are episodes of Feelin Weird released?

Episodes of Feelin Weird are typically released every 13 days, 8 hours.

When was the first episode of Feelin Weird?

The first episode of Feelin Weird was released on May 4, 2016.

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