Embrace the Gift of Now

07/27/18 • 12 min

Hello & welcome to the Grief Unplugged podcast. I am your host, Heather D. Horton. Grief Unplugged is a podcast that frees professional women from the blockages of unresolved grief so they are able to find purpose in their pain and embrace their new “normal” while sustaining productivity at work and in life.

In episodes 1 & 2, I told my story about the event that changed the trajectory of my life and gave specific details of how I have navigated my 13-year grief journey.

In episodes 3 through 7, I provided you with a vast toolkit of resources to begin shifting you from grief to a place of gratitude when you are ready. Episode 3 explored giving yourself permission to grieve as one of the most fundamental ways to begin moving forward instead of remaining stuck in your grief. In episode 4, I showed how you can stand firm in your faith and face your fears because there is nothing wrong with you. You are not inadequate as Marianne Williamson, Our Deepest Fear, describes in her poem but you are greater than you could ever imagine because of where you are right now and what you have gone through. I also talked about what therapeutic support means and how you have to be intentional about it to support you on this journey.

In episode 5, I showed you how to leverage your emotions, invite them to tea or your favorite non-alcoholic beverage and then escort them out the door and take back your power. In episode 6, I showed you how to start to transition from focusing on the death/loss you experienced to remembering and honoring the life of the person you loved or the thing or situation that no longer exists. In episode 7, we talked about the importance of Incorporating new traditions into old traditions as you navigate your grief journey.

The focus today is taking all the tools in the toolkit and beginning to embrace the gift of now. If you knew you could handle anything that could/would happen to you, what would you be afraid of? Nothing. That’s what Susan Jeffers says in her book Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway. Remember that whatever happens, you can handle it. If you need to, feel free to listen to episodes 3-7 again as many times as necessary. You can handle it.

One way to maintain your momentum on your grief journey is to create a gratitude journal. Every day for the next 30 days, I want you to write down 3-5 things for which you are grateful. At the end of the 30 days, you could create an ebook to help others be able to find that same gratitude in their lives or even choose to live another day after experiencing loss. I believe small gestures like this will help to empower individuals, impact communities and ultimately change the world.

I encourage you to be the change you want to see in the world. You have an obligation to live your life for the rest of your life. When you get to a state of being powerful, you begin to openly affirm what your legacy will be, what your life will look like in six months, one year from now. What deferred or unfulfilled dream(s) are you ready to pursue now that you’ve begun to shift your grief to gratitude? If you find it challenging to determine what your legacy will be, I want you to think about some causes/activities you were passionate about in the past. What excited you about that cause/activity? What have you done in your past that you think you could stick to now? What will you celebrate in three months? I encourage you to journal your answers to these questions to help you map out the future you.

I hope you realize that you are developing the blueprint for a successful journey to a place of peace, love, and gratitude. Give yourself permission to move beyond grief. Embrace the journey, embrace who you are, embrace all there is...... Melodie Beattie who wrote the book, The Grief Club, says “Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos into order, confusion into clarity. It turns problems into gifts, failures into success, the unexpected into perfect timing, and mistakes into important events. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and creates a vision for tomorrow.” Remember everything in life is temporary, including life itself.

Decide to Say Yes to the Gift of Now. As renowned Certified Professional Coach Dora Carpenter says, when you decide to say yes to the gift of now, no one and nothing can shake your tree. When you are ready, I want you to yield to the present, embrace the possibilities of your potential, and surrender to the outcome. In August 2017, I decided to say yes to the gift of now. I realized that my personal story of overcoming adversity had the ability to redirect the trajectory of individual lives, empower communities and change the world. I accepted the call to action and decided to no longer keep my story to myself. I resigned from my Federal government career after 18+ years to help ...

In episodes 1 & 2, I told my story about the event that changed the trajectory of my life and gave specific details of how I have navigated my 13-year grief journey.

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Incorporate New Traditions Into Old Traditions

Hello & welcome to the Grief Unplugged podcast. I am your host, Heather D. Horton. Grief Unplugged is a podcast that frees professional women from the blockages of unresolved grief so they can find purpose in their pain and embrace their new “normal” while sustaining productivity at work and in life.

In episodes 1 & 2, I told my story about the event that changed the trajectory of my life and gave specific details of how I have navigated my 13-year grief journey. In episodes 3 through 6, I provided you with a vast toolkit of resources to begin shifting you from grief to a place of gratitude when you are ready.

Episode 3 explored giving yourself permission to grieve as one of the most fundamental ways to begin moving forward instead of remaining stuck in your grief.

In episode 4, I showed how you could stand firm in your faith and face your fears because there is nothing wrong with you. You are not inadequate as Marianne Williamson, Our Deepest Fear, describes in her poem but you are greater than you could ever imagine because of where you are right now and what you have gone through. I also talked about what therapeutic support means and how you have to be intentional about it to support you on this journey.

In episode 5, I showed you how to leverage your emotions, invite them to tea or your favorite non-alcoholic beverage and then escort them out the door and take back your power.

In episode 6, I showed you how to start to transition from focusing on the death/loss you experienced to remembering and honoring the life of the person you loved or the thing or situation that no longer exists.

Today I will show you the importance of Incorporating new traditions into old traditions as you navigate your grief journey. It is an opportunity for you to create renewed attitudes, behaviors and perspectives resulting in transformational awareness and actions. At this point, we have come to realize that we can’t change the past. Noted author Corinne Edwards says it best; we have to give up the hope for a different or better yesterday.

Stop hoping things would have happened differently or that things could be like they were in the past. Create new traditions to remember your loved one or that loss. The only point of power you have is right now. You can still include something old in the new tradition. Brides are even able to include something old on their wedding day. Maybe just tweak the old way by including something that puts your signature on the occasion.

You may be hesitant about changing an old tradition. You may be concerned that you are moving on from the person or situation or letting go of that memory. Without beating yourself up, I want you to allow space for you to open your heart to consider other possibilities. One of the new traditions I created after losing my mother was how I celebrated the holidays. From childhood to adulthood, my extended family all lived within a 5-10 mile radius of each other. We did everything together, sporting events, church, family dinners on Sunday, birthdays, anniversaries, holidays. You name it; we were together. After my mother passed, I didn’t want to see or be around anyone related to me. Not that I blamed anyone for what happened, but as an introvert, I just wanted to be alone with my thoughts for a long time. But I had little say over that because I wore a C-collar to mend my neck fracture for three months after the accident. Someone had to drive me everywhere, or I was always with someone which is hard after living alone.

The moment that I was able to drive again and eventually move from Louisiana to Arizona, I began to create my traditions. I decided for my sanity that I would spend one holiday by myself each year. No family. No friends. No one but me and whatever I decided to cook. My mother loved to cook, and I was very fond of her cooking. I had managed to learn how to make a few dishes just like she did. I would set the table for myself and enjoy the dish by myself in peace and quiet and focus on memorable times with my mother. My extended family and even the families that adopted me while I lived in AZ thought it was a bit extreme, but I had to create boundaries for my sanity.

As the years passed after my mother’s death, I begin to tweak the traditions again and starting coming home for the holidays more after my nephews were born. I had to make a new tradition to get back to the place of gratitude for appreciating being with my extended family during the holidays.

If you need a little inspiration to get to the place where you can think of something new, I encourage you to try this exercise. It’s called the 50 Smiles Project. Take just two minutes to write down everything that makes you smile. You can this once a week or daily. One of your ideas may help you to create that new tradition. One of the biggest roadblocks you will encounter when trying to incorporate new...