The Silent Footprints | Stillbirth, Miscarriage, SIDS, Stigma, Baby Loss, Grief, SHINE for Autumn Act, Advocate, Legislation, Infant Loss, Pregnancy Loss, Maternity
Lisa Rowell
Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families.
You are not alone. And this podcast is for you.
I’m Lisa Rowell. In 2013, I gave birth to my stillborn daughter, Julianna Grace. That moment shattered my world. I didn’t know how to survive the pain. I wrestled with God, with grief, with questions no one seemed to want to answer. Ten years ago, I found myself on the edge of despair, holding a bottle of liquor and a handful of pills, ready to give up—until God stepped in and changed everything.
From the ashes of that heartbreak, a calling was born.
Through The Silent Footprints, I invite you into a space that is real, raw, and unapologetically honest about infant loss. Here, we break the silence and stigma around miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, and early infant death. We talk about what it's like to grieve in a world that doesn’t know what to say—and how to heal when your heart feels shattered.
My Christian faith has been the foundation of my journey, and it’s through God’s strength that I found purpose in my pain. I started the Julianna Grace Ministry by creating grieving baskets for parents like me. That effort grew into funding cuddle cots and caring cradles for local hospitals—tools that allow families precious time with their babies. Later, God opened the door for me to help pass legislation in Louisiana, offering tax credits to families of stillborn babies and giving dignity through certificates of miscarriage.
This podcast isn’t just about healing—it's about action. I believe we can change the way our nation handles stillbirth and miscarriage. I believe grieving families deserve recognition, support, and resources. You’ll hear about efforts to pass laws across the country, tools like fetal monitoring apps, and ways you can advocate in your own state or even at the national level.
Through heartfelt stories, faith-filled encouragement, and practical advocacy tips, The Silent Footprints empowers grieving parents to honor their babies and reclaim their voices. Whether you're freshly grieving or years down the road, this podcast will walk with you through the valleys and help you find purpose on the other side of pain.
You may feel broken right now, but God is not finished with your story. You are not alone. Your baby’s life mattered. And your life still holds meaning.
As Psalm 27:13 says, “I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” I never thought I’d feel joy again—but God made a way. Now I want to share that hope with you.
So, if you're tired of suffering in silence, if you're ready to heal, speak out, and even create change—subscribe and join me. Let’s walk this road together, one step, one story, one prayer at a time.
“Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord.” – Psalm 27:14
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7 | Clint Davis Building Better Bridges with you children. Are you neglecting your child's sexual health because of your own trauma?
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08/13/24 • 44 min
Clint Davis wrote the book that we all didn't know we needed. Building Better Bridges is the key to finally having the confidence to have "the conversation" we need to have with our children. Do you ever feel like you need a guide for what to say to your children about the most important topics in their childhood? Do you want to understand why our society struggles with crucial conversations about consent, body safety, sexuality, masturbation, porn, social media, and smart devices? This is the podcast you have to hear.
We both touch on our own childhood sexual trauma, how that has led to shame and how we have a choice in not passing that shame down to our children. Friends there's a way out!
After personally hearing Clint speak at a local church, he recommended books and approaches to THE TALK that gave me confidence and erased years of shame I had because of my own sexual abuse. Now my daughter is equipped with tools and confidence that will save her from others' ill intentions and answer questions she'll have naturally. Can you imagine answering these questions without feeling so awkward?
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1 | I Wanted to Run: My Honest Reaction to a Friend’s Stillbirth
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06/10/24 • 11 min
It may seem shocking, but when a new friend opened up to me about her stillbirth, my first instinct was to pull away. I didn’t know what to say. I felt awkward, overwhelmed—and honestly, afraid of saying the wrong thing.
Unfortunately, this reaction is more common than we’d like to admit. Miscarriage, stillbirth, and infant loss are deeply painful and still so taboo that many people don't know how to respond—or even how to talk about them at all.
But avoiding the conversation only deepens the isolation grieving parents already feel. That’s why this podcast exists. I want to create a space where we can be real, raw, and unapologetic about loss.
By opening up these hard conversations, we can break the silence and stigma surrounding pregnancy and infant loss. We can offer real hope and healing—and remind women everywhere that they are not alone.
Together, we’re building a platform for compassion, education, and support—because grief deserves to be seen, and every baby’s life deserves to be honored.
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16 | Walker & Natalie Boggs-Barrett's Bears Ministry
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10/15/24 • 45 min
In 2018, the Boggs family seemed to be in a good place in life. Walker and Natalie were on fire for Christ, learning and taking in the scriptures. Their life seemed picture perfect when they received a phone call that would alter the course of their lives. Barrett went Home at just shy of being 5 months old. However, his little life would have a great purpose that has impacted thousands of families across the world. The Boggs family were in shock and grief but prayed that God would use Barrett. Through that prayer the Barrett's Bears Ministry was born.
Natalie and I were connected soon after her loss. I sent a grief basket that was delivered to her at church. You’ll hear what transpired and how our friendship deepened. She, in her greatest grief, wrote short devotions to the Lord. Crying out to God and seeking Him daily. You could almost see her on her knees reaching out to Jesus as her only lifeline. She was constantly on my mind. The Lord was using her and I asked her and encouraged her to write short devotionals on my group page. Little by little a planted seed for ministry began to grow in her heart. Through her faith she began Barrett's Bears Ministry, where she encouraged other mothers, parents and families to seek the Lord in their greatest trials.
Come to the Barrett’s Bears Ministry’s first Birthday Bash! Click on this link to find out more information or if you feel led to donate, sponsor or even volunteer! Barrett’s Birthday Bash will be on May 11th, 2024 so mark your calendars now and if you’ve received a bear bring it! I know I will! This is a worthy cause as this ministry is allowed in the most sacred spaces when families are heartbroken and devastated. Barrett’s story has brought so much encouragement to them. Barrett’s Bears Ministry is a 501c3 charity.
“When I received the Juliana Grace Ministry box my daughter watched me open the box and when she saw the bear she grabbed it, hugged it tightly and ran to her room. Now she has something to hold onto in memory of her lost sibling.” JGM grief box recipient.
Just click on Walker or Natalie if you would like to contact them. Click on Barrett’s Bears Ministry for more information.
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20 | Tedashii- Acquainted with Grief
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11/19/24 • 63 min
On my podcast today, I had the immense honor of interviewing Grammy-nominated artist Tedashii. A founding member of Reach Records, Tedashii is a multifaceted individual who has graced the world with his talents as an established artist, speaker, writer, leader, husband, father, and so much more. He is one of my favorite faith-based rappers, known for his ability to articulate the depths of pain in a manner reminiscent of David's Psalms.
Having endured poverty, bullying, and the loss of loved ones, including his son Chase, Tedashii's resilience is an inspiration. Like many who have experienced the depths of grief, he reached a point where he desired to end his life. However, God had a different plan for him.
Prepare yourself with tissues and consider rewinding the interview several times as Tedashii recounts his moving testimony of the profound grief he experienced after losing his beloved son Chase. His story is a testament to the transformative power of faith and the unwavering love of God, who offers hope amidst the darkness of despair.
“Life is tough but in Him so are you.” Tedashii
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24 | Justin Batterton | Grief, Drugs, Father, Husband | Life & Leadership Coach at Kingdom Minded Leadership Coaching
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01/07/25 • 0 min
Justin Batterton, 42, is a devoted husband of 10 years and a proud father of four. As a minister, realtor, and leadership coach, Justin is passionate about empowering others to lead with purpose. Through his coaching, he helps leaders build their leadership on Kingdom principles, aligning their influence with biblical values for lasting impact.
Justin and I met at a Teen Challenge Banquet about 15 years ago. During that time unbeknownst to me he just lost his son, Tristen. It was Tristen's death that would bring Justin's life of drugs and alcohol to a holt and how a judge showed Justin grace by allowing him to join Teen Challenge. Listen in today as Justin recounts his life of grief and how God was always there waiting for him.
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42 | Lindsey Wimmer-Founder and Executive Director of Star Legacy Foundation
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05/20/25 • 39 min
In this episode, I had the incredible opportunity to sit down with Dr. Lindsey Wimmer, founder and executive director of the Star Legacy Foundation—a non‐profit on a mission to reduce pregnancy loss and neonatal death while elevating the standard of care for grieving families. With more than 20 chapters nationwide, the Foundation not only promotes, supports, and conducts groundbreaking research into stillbirth and perinatal loss, but also curates the world’s largest pregnancy registry—our Pregnancy Research Project—making vital data available to researchers who share their passion for prevention. This Foundation was born out of Dr. Wimmers own loss when her son Garrett was born still at term in 2004.
Dr. Wimmer walks us through how the Star Legacy Foundation equips healthcare organizations and expectant families with patient‐education materials to identify and manage risk, hosts multi‐day Summit for Perinatal Excellence that unite researchers, clinicians, advocates, and bereaved families around the latest evidence in prevention and care, and offers compassionate support services and resources for those navigating loss. They advocate at the state and federal levels, where they fight for legislation that bolsters stillbirth prevention and enhances perinatal bereavement care, as well as their speaker programs that bring awareness and emerging research to academic institutions, professional conferences, and public forums. Tune in to learn how one organization is transforming loss into hope and driving real change for families everywhere.
Sign up for the Summit for Perinatal Excellence 2025.
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39 | Brittany Oaks-Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
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04/29/25 • 30 min
Brittany Oaks called me last year as I was traveling to Washington, D.C. At that moment, I could hear her passion and commitment to a cause very close to her heart. We have reconnected, and she shared some incredible news. Brittany has started a new chapter for Now We Lay Me Down, focusing on stillbirth photography. Her journey in this field began with her successful photography business in Arkansas and her involvement with Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep (NILMDTS), where she captured precious memories for grieving families.
Upon moving to Bossier City, Louisiana, Brittany didn't hesitate to establish this chapter. She recognized a significant need for a dedicated NILMDTS photographer in our area. This initiative is not just about photography; it's about providing families with a way to capture their beautiful photos of their baby. Brittany's insight into the healing power of these images reveals how crucial it is to honor and remember. Yet, she understands that this type of work is sensitive and requires a compassionate touch.
Brittany’s determination and empathy make her an incredible resource for families dealing with loss. Through her photography, she helps people process their grief while celebrating the beauty of each life. As she shares her experiences and the role of stillbirth photography, it becomes clear that this service is a vital support for those navigating the most heartbreaking moments. Listening to her talk about this work encourages a deeper understanding of the impact that these captured memories can have on families in their healing journey.
Since 2005, Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep (NILMDTS) has gifted more than 75,000 complimentary portrait sessions (about 8,000 in the last two years) to families experiencing the loss of a baby. Through our volunteer photographers, NILMDTS has reached every state in the United States and has been present in 40 countries worldwide. (taken from the NILMDTS website)
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41 | Brenda Dalton-Lactation Consultant | Lactating after a Loss | Threads of Love
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05/13/25 • 38 min
Today on the podcast, we’re honored to share the story of Brenda Dalton — a former NICU and OB nurse since 1982, who turned a deeply personal experience into a mission to serve others. After receiving poor medical advice about nursing her own child, Brenda realized something bigger: if someone with her background could be misinformed, what kind of support was the wider community missing?
That realization led her to become a certified lactation consultant. Now, she helps mothers understand their options — whether that’s when to start nursing, how to do it in a way that works for them, or even when and how to stop. Brenda empowers families with both knowledge and compassion — a voice so needed in this space.
She also provides support during heartbreaking moments, like when milk comes in after the loss of a child. Brenda gently helps mothers navigate what to do with that milk, and how to ease the physical and emotional pain that comes with it.
But her care doesn’t stop there. Brenda also sews handmade gowns for premature babies and those in the NICU through a national nonprofit called Threads of Love. Her heart was drawn to this work after witnessing how a grieving family was handed their baby’s belongings. She went home that day, sewed a beautiful fabric envelope, and gave those items back in a way that felt tender and dignified.
Brenda’s story is one of compassion, advocacy, and showing up for others in moments that matter most.
Brenda can be found here and her Threads of Love Chapter can be found here.
Useful Links mentioned in podcast:
Mothers' Milk Bank of Louisiana at Ochsner Baptist
Rapid Weaning helps reduce milk
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35 | Lamenting in Anguish and Grief | How I Grabbed on to the Scriptures for Relief
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04/01/25 • 19 min
In the midst of grief following Julianna's death, the concept of lament, a common thread woven throughout the scriptures, began to resonate deeply. Seeking understanding and comfort, I turned to the familiar comfort of my bible-teaching church and the wisdom of the older women within the congregation. I asked them questions, desperately trying to reconcile my faith with the seemingly senseless loss, striving to truly understand the character of this Christian God. It was through their guidance and the scriptures themselves that I began to see lament not as a sign of weakness, but as a powerful way to pour out my anguish before the Lord. I hope that sharing this bittersweet journey encourages you to embrace your own moments of lament. I pray you see the freedom and healing that can be found in honestly expressing grief to God.
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38 | Cayse Holland Cunningham-IVF, Covid Uncertainty and Hope Journals
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04/22/25 • 48 min
Cayse Holland Cunningham carries a story etched in resilience and faith. Her journey to motherhood was fraught with challenges, enduring ten years of waiting and ultimately turning to IVF to conceive. They named her baby Hope, a name that would touch many lives. Yet, at 20 weeks, Hope's life was threatened when Cayse's water broke prematurely. Rushed to the hospital, she received the diagnosis of PPROM, placing her on strict bed rest with the aim of reaching 30 weeks for a planned C-section. The onset of the Covid pandemic amplified the stress, culminating in an emergency C-section at just 26 weeks. Although Hope initially showed promise, connected to a breathing monitor, hope soon turned to heartbreak.
Cayse's narrative extends beyond this loss, overcoming divorce and unexpectantly finding love again. It's a testament to the unwavering hope she finds in Christ, a hope she now shares through Hope Journals, a ministry dedicated to providing scriptures of hope to those in need. Her journey is a powerful reminder of the possibility of finding light even in the darkest of times.
From Cayse: Hope Journals is a ministry founded after the passing of my infant daughter, Hope. In my grief, I needed a tangible reminder of God’s promises and goodness. I needed something to help me focus my eyes on Jesus. This led me to create Hope Journals, which are pocket size journals filled with handwritten Scripture.
Hope Journals can be found on Instagram, Facebook and you can order a Hope Journal here.
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