The Leaves of a Victim never more with Steven Wilson

Art is my life now and has been for a long time. this episode is about the types of art I do .
Visual art
Piano composition
Pyrography
Leather craft
Poetry
Fiction writing
I enjoy opera (Don Giovanni) and some ballet. I attend many art exhibition openings.
Art expression and creativity is crucial to my existence.
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this episode is about Timing.
A time to heal, a time to live, a time to die. I have always believed that now is the best time to do something because now is all you have. Making plans to do something later on may make you seem civilized or adult, but it is completely illogical. No one is guaranteed tomorrow.
I begin this episode with a letter from the Marquis De Sade to his wife. In it he uses a simple analogy of a traveler on a road filled with traps. He speaks of blame; for the traveler or the one who set the traps?
I have always enjoyed that as a foundation stone for philosophical discussions pertaining to desire and the concept of guilt. It seems to get people to think about the basics of cause to effect.

In this episode I deal with the metaphors and analogies pertaining to life, addiction, and abuse.
War.
The term gets used , perhaps too much, which makes it devalued language game. Often we say, “war on drugs”, “war on poverty”, “war on depression’.
I call for a war on safety...I call for a war on prevention as I believe one should embrace the chaos known as life. I am in the hurricane. I am in the dangerous grey of wind, and rain, and don’t fight the storm.
A life at sea is a wonderful thing. Danger as we know it is subjective. To commit a war on yourself is a sure fire way not to heal.

My mother passed away. This episode I talk about the cycle of life, funerals, being missed, being remembered, and the role of children.
My mother wore the chain she forged in life, and pressed it upon me. I feel a sense of relief for her passing. Her birthday approaches and I feel nothing.
I read again from Poe.
The cycle of life repeats. My turn to die is in play.

This episode is based on the coping skill called repression.
I do not rebirth Freud , but rather I delve into how I used it to survive the traumatic events of my past and the sex abuse I suffered in the 7th grade.
My coping skills revolve around hedonism; sex drugs and debauchery. All are considered to be unhealthy life choices. All are considered to be dangerous to the self. But these things help me now as they did back then as I am not any better at coping with my past.