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Winter and Leland Redd
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OUR SWEET LITTLE BOY, TAKEN BACK TO HEAVEN | SIDS At 15 Weeks
Still A Part of Us
12/17/23 • 67 min
Jinu and Gibin talk with Winter about their sweet little baby boy, Jayden, who died suddenly at 15 weeks. Jinu and Gibin recount the excitement of adding another child to their family, and who their little girls were at first upset that they would have a little brother, but became loving and sweet sisters during the pregnancy. Jinu talks about the complications that arised during gestation and how she had to be induced. Jinu and Gibin talk about the concerns they had when Jayden seemed to have breathing issues, but the medical teams didn't nothing to further diagnose the problem.
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Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/
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06/06/21 • 49 min
Mom Bianca tells of her pregnancy with her 3rd child, Jalen Jeremiah, and complications with her cervix, which led her medical provider putting in a cerclage around 20 weeks. Some of the stitches had come out, causing Bianca a lot of pain and the beginning of labor. Jalen did not survive the birth and was stillborn on February 2021, likely due to the umbilical cord around his neck. Her pregnancy, Jalen's birth, and funeral were all during the time of the COVID pandemic.
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Time Stamps:
0:00 Jalen Jeremiah
1:54 Introduction
4:30 Pregnancy
7:29 Cervix Funneling
8:45 Cerclage
11:16 Emergency
15:27 ER
21:28 Birth
32:10 Funeral
35:06 His name
41:55 Going home
44:27 Support group
48:02 Momentums
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After Daughter Hazel's Stillbirth, Dad Tad Advises to Take Care of Oneself Physically
Still A Part of Us
11/12/21 • 15 min
Dad Tad shares in the interview what helped him to grieve the loss of his daughter Hazel, who was born still at 36 weeks. He found that taking care of himself physically helped him emotionally. Tad also thinks about how they'll celebrate her upcoming 1st birthday, and Lee advises Tad to be gentle on themselves that day. Tad and his wife Taylor also have a dedicated spot with all of Hazel's things that helps them feel close to her.
- Watch Tad's account of Hazel's birth: https://youtu.be/jSbs1zUKY5g
- Watch Tad's wife Taylor's account of Hazel's birth: https://youtu.be/6CZCGoBk52c
- Watch Taylor's advice episode: https://youtu.be/bWw6qu6Dg7A
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Time Stamps:
- 00:00 Welcome
- 00:52 Upcoming first birthday
- 02:54 What's helped Tip #1
- 07:10 Physical reminders
- 11:46 What's helped Tip #2
- 12:27 What's helped Tip #3
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- Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
- Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

I Never Got To Hold My Daughter | Bailey's Stillbirth Story
Still A Part of Us
01/14/24 • 77 min
Bailey talks with Winter about her beautiful daughter Hazel, who was stillborn at 37 weeks do to a gun wound. Bailey recounts the excitement that was building and the anticipation to meet her. Bailey recounts the tragic events that lead to the death of her unborn child, and the process of having to recover physically and emotionally after such a horrific event.
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SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.
Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/
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I Hoped That The Doctor Was Wrong | A Mothers Stillbirth Story
Still A Part of Us
09/10/23 • 71 min
Rebecca and Winter talk about the birth of little Adrian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks. Rebecca talks about how it was a perfect pregnancy and she had already chosen a date for the Cesarean section procedure. Winter and Rebecca talk about when at the office visit the nurses and the doctor were not able to find a heartbeat and pronounced the death of Adrian. Rebecca remembers being so numb and emotionally strained.
DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward.
Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/
#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Owen David | A Mom's Early Term Birth Story and Baby Death at 26 Weeks
Still A Part of Us
07/05/21 • 105 min
Lori Ann tells of her journey through infertility, miscarriage, and complications with her next pregnancy, which included putting in a cerclage due to an incompetent cervix and later her water breaking at 21 weeks. Instead of terminating the pregnancy, Lori Ann and her husband Matt decided to wait to see what would happen, monitoring her temperature to make sure she didn't develop an infection.
At 24 weeks, she was admitted until Owen was born at 26 weeks via emergency C-section. Owen was 2 lb and they were able to see Owen open his eyes, but he was struggling to breath on his own. They decided to remove the breathing tube, and she was able to hold him till he passed away.
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Time Stamps:
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Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/%E2%80%A6/still-a-part-of-u%E2%80%A6/id1473594556
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5JzwyLpsUrciSyVsUmJHpy
Stitcher: https://www.stitcher.com/s?eid=63606689
Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Music: Music - "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/.

Victoria Tell's Baby Ophelia's Birth Story, Stillborn at 39 Weeks 4 Days
Still A Part of Us
12/05/21 • 56 min
Mom Victoria tells about her pregnancy and birth story of her first child Ophelia, who was stillborn at 39 weeks and 4 days. Victoria and her husband Stephen were at her weekly appointment, when the midwife couldn't find Ophelia's heartbeat on the Doppler. They were sent to the nearest hospital, where they confirmed that Ophelia had passed away. Victoria was induced and delivered Ophelia in January 2019.
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Time Stamps:
- 00:00 Welcome
- 01:27 Introduction
- 04:23 Pregnancy
- 09:03 Name options
- 11:21 Finding out
- 16:11 Going to the hospital. The news is confirmed.
- 25:02 Birth
- 34:07 After birth
- 45:15 Going home
- 50:25 Memorial
- 52:46 Autopsy
SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus
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Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
- Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
- Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/.

Dad Jonah Tells The Birth Story of Baby Lydia, Stillborn at 30 Weeks Due To Umbilical Cord Accident
Still A Part of Us
09/15/21 • 38 min
Dad Jonah recounts the events of his wife Danielle's first pregnancy, and how he remembers Danielle asking the doctor about whether she should be monitoring the baby's movements. Danielle noticed decreased fetal movements, and when they get to the hospital, they are unable to find Lydia's heartbeat. Lydia Jaelle was stillborn at 30 weeks due to an umbilical cord accident.
- Listen to Danielle's account of Lydia's birth here: https://youtu.be/iq3iPBNdWMQ
- Listen to Danielle's advice episode here: https://youtu.be/LQIVDN-kIbk
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Time Stamps:
- 00:00 Lydia 02:42
- Pregnancy and finding out
- 07:28 Going to the hospital
- 10:52 Birth 16:25
- After birth 19:46
- Going home 30:37
- Funeral arrangements
SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus
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Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
- Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
- Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Music: "She Dreams in Blue" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/.
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Mom Angelica tells birth story of Ezra, stillborn at 33 weeks
Still A Part of Us
08/15/21 • 57 min
Mom Angelica, a NICU nurse based in Idaho, USA, tells of how she and her husband Nick expecting her 2nd baby Ezra. Her pregnancy was going fine till around 33 weeks, when she noticed that he wasn't moving around as much during a work break. She went home, worried and tried to calm her fears, but got even more worried when she couldn't find his heartbeat using her own stethoscope. She and her husband wen to the hospital (during the COVID pandemic), and were told that there was no heartbeat.
Angelica delivered her son Ezra in June 2020 via C-section. Despite all the restrictions due to the pandemic, their parents and some family were able to meet Ezra after he was born. At the time of the recording, the cause of Ezra's death was unknown.
Listen to Angelica's advice episode here: https://youtu.be/aq3cHL9HIH0
DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.
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Time Stamps:
- 00:00 Ezra
- 01:22 Angelica's intro
- 05:32 How was pregnancy
- 12:06 When they found out
- 31:27 C-section and meeting Ezra
- 36:57 Time with Ezra
- 48:07 Funeral arrangements
- 53:50 Did they find anything?
SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://youtube.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.
Links:
- Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
- Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/.
#stillbirth #infantloss #infantdeath #stillmychild #podcast #stillborn #birthstory #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #1in100 #stillbirthawareness #stillbirthsupport #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

I've Changed Since Her Passing | Father of Stillbirth
Still A Part of Us
09/03/23 • 72 min
Parker talks with Lee about his daughter Adrian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to unknown reasons. Parker talks about the tumultuous time leading up to the birth of Adrian. The change of employment, the struggle of family members, the sell and purchase of a home. All these capped with the pain of losing their daughter. Parker talks about finding a group of people around him that become a good support and also finding a purpose in helping other parents of loss.
DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus
SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/
Dad Music: "She Dreams in Blue" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/
#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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How many episodes does Still A Part of Us have?
Still A Part of Us currently has 261 episodes available.
What topics does Still A Part of Us cover?
The podcast is about Society & Culture, Parenting, Kids & Family, Personal Journals and Podcasts.
What is the most popular episode on Still A Part of Us?
The episode title '42: Dad Sam shares the birth story of Collin, born still at 39 weeks due to a cord accident' is the most popular.
What is the average episode length on Still A Part of Us?
The average episode length on Still A Part of Us is 49 minutes.
How often are episodes of Still A Part of Us released?
Episodes of Still A Part of Us are typically released every 7 days.
When was the first episode of Still A Part of Us?
The first episode of Still A Part of Us was released on Jul 23, 2019.
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