
Episode 24: Externalizing Indoctrination
07/27/22 • 77 min
Zac Schraeder is a psychotherapist based in Toronto with a focus on helping folks process religious trauma - and particularly those of the LGBTQ2S+ community who grew up in the church, as they often receive so many deeply damaging messages from the religious communities of their childhood that have long-lasting effects. Zac joins the podcast this week to talk about the effects of that religious indoctrination, including his own experience of it growing up queer within the Catholic Church, and how we can work to process that messaging by realizing that those messages about ourselves came from outside of us and aren't valid.
We also talk a lot about how the Catholic Church (and many other Christian environments) have built-in mechanisms to suppress criticism and avoid any critical analysis of the harm their doctrines cause to people, and if you stick around to the end of the episode, I talk about how that is being shown again with how the pope recently phrased his apology to the indigenous people of Canada.
Content warnings: homophobia, depression, religious colonization
Zac Schraeder is a psychotherapist based in Toronto with a focus on helping folks process religious trauma - and particularly those of the LGBTQ2S+ community who grew up in the church, as they often receive so many deeply damaging messages from the religious communities of their childhood that have long-lasting effects. Zac joins the podcast this week to talk about the effects of that religious indoctrination, including his own experience of it growing up queer within the Catholic Church, and how we can work to process that messaging by realizing that those messages about ourselves came from outside of us and aren't valid.
We also talk a lot about how the Catholic Church (and many other Christian environments) have built-in mechanisms to suppress criticism and avoid any critical analysis of the harm their doctrines cause to people, and if you stick around to the end of the episode, I talk about how that is being shown again with how the pope recently phrased his apology to the indigenous people of Canada.
Content warnings: homophobia, depression, religious colonization
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Episode 23: Living In The Question
This week Jax shares her story and asks the question "Who is Jax?" Growing up in a conservative Christian environment, and having her personality and everything deemed to be of the "self" suppressed and replaced by Christian dogma, Jax is now working through the process of figuring out who she is outside of that environment. She also talks about the "Christian agenda" - where the religion will not be satisfied until everything and everyone else conforms to itself.
Content warning: homophobia, white Christian colonialism, Christian abuse of indigenous populations
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Rev. Sarah Heath, author, designer, pastor, life coach, and host of great podcasts like Revcovery, joins us on the Slow Train to Heck this week. Sarah grew up in Ontario working at Christian camp where she discovered her own innate leadership skills which would eventually translate to her being a great leader in church ministry. When she moved to the Bible Belt in the USA, she encountered a different version of Christianity than the one she was used to in Canada. Sarah shares her story of navigating American Christianity while moving up in the ministry world as a "professional Christian", becoming the "Pastor Sarah" persona while losing touch with how to be "Sarah" - until she eventually left formal Christian ministry and was able to rediscover who Sarah is outside of that environment.
Check out REVCovery: https://www.irreverent.fm/show/revcovery/
Connect with Sarah: https://revsarahheath.com/
The Brian McLaren book Sarah mentioned: https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/58724954-do-i-stay-christian
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