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Slow Train to Heck

Slow Train to Heck

Josiah Mahon

Conversations with regular people about their deconstruction experiences, leaving toxic religious groups, and what comes next. Maple syrup-flavoured discussions about how authoritarian religion manifests in the Canadian space. Episodes release biweekly on Wednesdays.
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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 30: There Are No Wrong Notes [Part Two]
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10/19/22 • 124 min

We rejoin Luke Williams this week as he shares the remainder of his story, detailing the changes in his life after he left Christianity. Luke covers a whole bunch of life experiences and viewpoints, including exploring polyamorous relationships and cannabis and other drugs; working with the homeless, and organizing conventions; inconsistencies in the Bible and the human influence on its creation; and how his personal politics and views of society and people have been influenced by leaving Christianity.
Content warnings: drug use
Luke provided some show notes as well, which are as follows:
Music Stuff:

-The Plok Soundtrack (Starting from Beach when it gets good!) - https://youtu.be/0JVJP6te8n4?t=1053
-Sammus' powerful rap about inclusion at Magfest 2016 - https://youtu.be/Ss18rvfkCd0?t=2137
-Earthbound Song 'Happy Happy Is Blue' - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReKd5LpEOQc
-Jacob Collier's Chestnuts Roasting On An Open Fire - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9CusMKhoqk
-Phil Keaggy - The Reunion - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TC4om10cfWw
-And for the very brave: Luke's Spotify Top 20 VERY Wild Favourite Songs- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Nrowj6IYnIkRkel83hHDm

Luke recommends the following Leftist Podcasts:

For informative deep dives on misinformation: Citations Needed - https://citationsneeded.libsyn.com/

For improv comedy stories from history from two leftists comedians: The Dollop - https://www.dolloppodcast.com/podcast

For the murder podcast fan; but more important to know about: Behind the Bastards - https://www.iheart.com/podcast/105-behind-the-bastards-29236323/

For a scripted podcast about potential solutions: Unf*cking the Republic - https://www.unftr.com/

And check out what an Israeli Kibbutz can look like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ies2R__4c58 (not prescriptive, just fascinating...)

Luke is @lessashamed on Twitter, and he would love to know what you thought about his story. E-mail him: cheflwilliams AT gmail DOT com

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 28: On The Land

Episode 28: On The Land

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09/21/22 • 72 min

Andrew Benson is a freelance writer, entrepreneur, pastor, and hiking enthusiast, who has worked in ministry all over Canada. Andrew and I have a great chat in this episode about what deconstruction looks like as a pastor, what deconstruction means to him, how interacting with people of other beliefs and cultures has impacted the way he sees things now, and what it might look like to hold things gently after redefining our beliefs.

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 27: The World As We Know It Has Ended
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09/07/22 • 105 min

Carly Butler is an indigenous woman who was born in the US, but now lives in British Columbia. Carly grew up in a Christian environment characterized by fear: Fear of government, fear of persecution, and most of all, the fear of the apocalypse. That fear drove her mother to take her to Canada to escape the coming tribulation, and things progressed from there. Carly's life is an amazing story of resilience in the face of overwhelming trauma, and I'm really honoured that she's chosen to share it with us!
Content warnings: acute religious trauma, apocalypse fear, Covid conspiracies, homophobia, colonization and genocide of indigenous people, residential schools, the pope's 'apology' tour
Carly's article about residential schools and the Doctrine of Discovery: https://looselipsmag.com/narratives/anger-residential-schools-and-the-tragically-hip/
Carly's article about the pandemic and its effects on her family: https://carlyhutton.medium.com/the-kids-are-not-all-right-c9084303b82c
GoFundMe for Carly's family: https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-the-button-family

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 18: The Troublemaker Has Left The Building
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05/04/22 • 71 min

Rebecca Price joins us this week to talk about her deconstruction story - growing up in the church and eventually being the victim of an abusive relationship, which resulted in her questioning what she believed about God and what the church had taught her about who God was. Rebecca explains through her own experiences how church teaching about "the consequences of sin" causes victims in abusive situations to feel like they deserve what's happening to them and amplifies the harm that's already happening.
Content warnings: abusive relationships, spiritual gaslighting, victim blaming

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 16: You're Not Broken, You're Beautiful
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04/06/22 • 68 min

Natalie Van Osch joins the Slow Train to Heck to tell her story of growing up as a trans woman in a rural Catholic community in Ontario where her whole life was wrapped up in the Church, and her journey out of that environment and finding the freedom to explore her own identity.
Content Warnings: transphobia, LGBTQ2S+ discrimination, depression, suicide

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 29: There Are No Wrong Notes [Part One]
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10/05/22 • 120 min

Luke Williams joins the Slow Train to Heck to share his journey through and out of Christianity. Luke has lived through many different experiences in his life, and the message of suffering, and the expectation of suffering both now and in the future, was a strong one. However, Luke was able to move beyond that message and share his story with us now.
I'm a big believer in people being able to share all of themselves and their whole story, and Luke and I realized that his story needed two parts to be told in full. This episode is Part One, and Part Two will be released on October 19th.
Content warnings: homophobia, medical situations
Luke provided some show notes as well, which are as follows:
Music Stuff:

-The Plok Soundtrack (Starting from Beach when it gets good!) - https://youtu.be/0JVJP6te8n4?t=1053
-Sammus' powerful rap about inclusion at Magfest 2016 - https://youtu.be/Ss18rvfkCd0?t=2137
-Earthbound Song 'Happy Happy Is Blue' - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReKd5LpEOQc
-Jacob Collier's Chestnuts Roasting On An Open Fire - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9CusMKhoqk
-Phil Keaggy - The Reunion - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TC4om10cfWw
-And for the very brave: Luke's Spotify Top 20 VERY Wild Favourite Songs- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Nrowj6IYnIkRkel83hHDm

Luke recommends the following Leftist Podcasts:

For informative deep dives on misinformation: Citations Needed - https://citationsneeded.libsyn.com/

For improv comedy stories from history from two leftists comedians: The Dollop - https://www.dolloppodcast.com/podcast

For the murder podcast fan; but more important to know about: Behind the Bastards - https://www.iheart.com/podcast/105-behind-the-bastards-29236323/

For a scripted podcast about potential solutions: Unf*cking the Republic - https://www.unftr.com/

And check out what an Israeli Kibbutz can look like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ies2R__4c58 (not prescriptive, just fascinating...)

Luke is @lessashamed on Twitter, and he would love to know what you thought about his story. E-mail him: cheflwilliams AT gmail DOT com

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 20: The Church's Problem With Truth
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06/01/22 • 121 min

Jeremiah Pacey joins the podcast to talk about his experience growing up in evangelicalism, going through seminary, and eventually becoming an evangelical pastor. Today, he has left that environment, is fully LGBTQ2S+ affirming, and now leads a "love directed learning community" called The Banquet in Brantford, Ontario - but on his path to get there he encountered church abuse and religious trauma, not just to the evangelical communities he was a part of, but to himself and his family as well. Jeremiah's story is intense but important to hear, especially for those currently in ministry.
Content warnings: serious child illness, church abuse, homophobia, misogyny, suicide
Books Jeremiah mentioned:
Brian McLaren - Faith After Doubt
Kurt Vonnegut - Welcome to the Monkey House

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 14: The Church Outside Of Church
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03/09/22 • 65 min

Join TJ and I as we sit down and talk through his own deconstruction of the concepts of church community, cliques, and church politics - and how difficult it can be in church environments to create truly deep connections.
Content warning: depression

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 5: You Could Just Not
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10/20/21 • 95 min

Join Kristin Bennett and I as we chat about her upbringing in an evangelical doomsday cult, and her path out. It's a jam-packed episode - we talk about the process of recognizing that what you grew up in was a cult, rapture anxiety, how Christian supremacy is taught to children, sexual repression, purity culture and rape culture, marriage and divorce, and more!

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Slow Train to Heck - Episode 37: We're All Having The Same Questions
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06/07/23 • 78 min

This week I had the pleasure of chatting with Jannah Rulfs, who grew up Pentecostal in Southwestern Ontario and has since left the church. Jannah has a lot of really insightful things to say about the anxiety and fear that Christianity generated in her as a young teenager, the challenges she has with some of what Christianity seems to require of young people in terms of evangelism and certainty, and how she relates to Christianity and Christians now in a positive way.

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FAQ

How many episodes does Slow Train to Heck have?

Slow Train to Heck currently has 45 episodes available.

What topics does Slow Train to Heck cover?

The podcast is about Christianity, Atheism, Religion & Spirituality, Podcasts, Deconstruction, Atheist and Christian.

What is the most popular episode on Slow Train to Heck?

The episode title 'Episode 42: Love Really Does Win' is the most popular.

What is the average episode length on Slow Train to Heck?

The average episode length on Slow Train to Heck is 82 minutes.

How often are episodes of Slow Train to Heck released?

Episodes of Slow Train to Heck are typically released every 14 days.

When was the first episode of Slow Train to Heck?

The first episode of Slow Train to Heck was released on Aug 15, 2021.

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