
Retake 9: Notorious
02/15/23 • 14 min
In this week’s retake we look at episode 72 - where I share the introduction and epilogue to ‘Notorious’, my autobiography. From being the story, to now telling the story.
My own narrative, as many listeners will know, is not just about the dark challenges of injustice and the dehumanisation of what is experienced in prison. It’s a reflection on my weaknesses, education and self development that helped me find the ways in which I could keep going against all the odds.
The overlap between my life experience and the work I do today, as a journalist, can have a profound effect. One reflection in the book encapsulates what I mean. It’s about the encounter I had during filming the Netflix series ‘Inside The World’s Toughest Prisons. In the very first episode we filmed inside a Brazilian penitentiary. At one point I was asked by a group of young prisoners if I thought about killing myself after being imprisoned for the crimes I did not commit. My answer was No. In fact, I told them, the injustice I felt manifested in me the man I am today. This encounter caused quite a stir for them and had a ripple effect with people around the world who have found themselves in dark places. Notorious, my book, has given so many the strength to fight their own or others' justice.
The story is still being told and I am determined to continue to change the narrative about prisoners. Thank you for listening. I cannot do this alone and I thank and recognise each one of you who has been a part of my journey so far, and for those of you who are reaching out to me every day to help in any way you can. Thank you for your support.
You can purchase a personalised signed copy of my book on my website at raphael-rowe.com. It is also available to order on Amazon and many other book outlets.
Retake 9 is a clip from episode 72. You can listen to the complete episode on whatever platform you download or listen to podcasts.
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You can also be a part of this podcast by rating and reviewing what you’ve heard and tell us what you think, more importantly tell others what you think by leaving some comments and feedback.
The Second Chance Podcast team won the Criminal Justice Alliance Digital Media Gold Award and we thank all those who support the show.
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In this week’s retake we look at episode 72 - where I share the introduction and epilogue to ‘Notorious’, my autobiography. From being the story, to now telling the story.
My own narrative, as many listeners will know, is not just about the dark challenges of injustice and the dehumanisation of what is experienced in prison. It’s a reflection on my weaknesses, education and self development that helped me find the ways in which I could keep going against all the odds.
The overlap between my life experience and the work I do today, as a journalist, can have a profound effect. One reflection in the book encapsulates what I mean. It’s about the encounter I had during filming the Netflix series ‘Inside The World’s Toughest Prisons. In the very first episode we filmed inside a Brazilian penitentiary. At one point I was asked by a group of young prisoners if I thought about killing myself after being imprisoned for the crimes I did not commit. My answer was No. In fact, I told them, the injustice I felt manifested in me the man I am today. This encounter caused quite a stir for them and had a ripple effect with people around the world who have found themselves in dark places. Notorious, my book, has given so many the strength to fight their own or others' justice.
The story is still being told and I am determined to continue to change the narrative about prisoners. Thank you for listening. I cannot do this alone and I thank and recognise each one of you who has been a part of my journey so far, and for those of you who are reaching out to me every day to help in any way you can. Thank you for your support.
You can purchase a personalised signed copy of my book on my website at raphael-rowe.com. It is also available to order on Amazon and many other book outlets.
Retake 9 is a clip from episode 72. You can listen to the complete episode on whatever platform you download or listen to podcasts.
Please share this podcast with your friends, family, and colleagues. And follow the show for updates about new episodes by just clicking on subscribe.
You can also be a part of this podcast by rating and reviewing what you’ve heard and tell us what you think, more importantly tell others what you think by leaving some comments and feedback.
The Second Chance Podcast team won the Criminal Justice Alliance Digital Media Gold Award and we thank all those who support the show.
Second Chance Podcast Links:
Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
Previous Episode

Retake 8: Love Locked Down
We revisit episode 50, with Laynara about love locked down. From her hometown in Brazil she fell in love with Aaron, who at the time was behind bars serving a life sentence in the States!
She talks about their friendship as pen pals, to love, and her hopes for the future with her now fiancé who she had never met in person.
Aaron has also shared his story with us on a prison phone call in two previous episodes.
Prison Love for Aaron and Laynara has changed both of their lives dramatically .
Connection matters wherever you are, to know someone cares can have a profound effect. To listen to the complete episode here:
https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/ep-50-prison-love-laynara-ferreria/id1526505997?i=1000530918465
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Addiction to Advocacy - Morgan Godvin
Morgan Godvin was addicted to heroin from a young age. To support her habit she sold drugs. The sale of heroin to one of her best friends led to his death and her being imprisoned, in the USA, for 5 years. Her activism and advocacy now centre around reducing the harms associated with drug use, preventing overdose death, and improving access to higher education in prison. She has been a consumer of harm reduction, treatment, and recovery services throughout the state. Her mother died of a prescription drug overdose and she has lost many close friends to overdose. Merging lived experience with academic education and governmental action, she is an Alcohol and Drug Policy Commission advisor.
You can watch the full interview on the Second Chance Podcast YouTube channel.
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