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I Need Blue

I Need Blue

Jennifer Lee

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I turned around to see a masked man pointing a gun at me. It was just the beginning of a series of events, including robbery and abduction, which changed my life forever. I Need Blue, hosted by Jen Lee, is a podcast series featuring lived-experiences from survivors of life events. I NEED BLUE creates space for survivors of trauma to feel they BELONG, are LOVED, UNDERSTOOD and EMPOWERED! I called 9-1-1 and they provided me with life-saving directions to help my customer who was having a medical emergency. Law enforcement rescued us and caught the robber. Our first-responders face unique traumas every day. I NEED BLUE provides space for them too!

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I Need Blue: Your Gateway to Profound Narratives and Empowerment Dive into captivating stories of resilience, change, and healing with I Need Blue. Whether into true crime or real-life narratives, find a place where you belong and feel loved, understood, and empowered. In 2021, God called me to share my story of surviving armed robbery and abduction. From there, a community of survivors with transformative stories began. At I Need Blue, we believe in the strength of community and storytelling. We invite you to join us on a journey where words and experiences unite to inspire and uplift. Discover the boundless potential within yourself as you connect with narratives that touch the human spirit. Take the chance to be part of a community that celebrates resilience, change, and healing. Start your journey with I Need Blue today and experience the transformative and healing power of storytelling.resilience, change, and healing. Start your journey with I Need Blue today and experience the transformative and healing power of storytelling.

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Join me today in welcoming Brandy, President of Life Recaptured, and Brook who is a survivor of human trafficking.
Brandy had a family member who was trafficked by someone they knew. The sadness of the situation inspired her to start Life Recaptured, the first safe home for women who are victims of sex trafficking.
Did you know there are cartoon apps which children can access on their phone/IPad and it is a trafficker who has now been given access to everything in the household? Brandy discusses these methods and other ways to recognize signs of sex trafficking. This episode is informative and resourceful.
Brook is a survivor. Her story provides hope for other women who think this lifestyle will never end. She shares her reasons why it is hard for women to escape or leave. Brooke shares how she learned to trust in Brandy, humankind and God. How to love and be loved.
National hotline: 888-373-7888.
For resource information and information about Life Recaptured, visit: www.ineedblue.net and click "Get Help"
Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
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The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.
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In a world where danger often lurks in the shadows, Pam found herself in a scary situation. Her chance encounter with a man at a conference would unravel a chilling experience about a potential stalker.

In this episode, you will be able to:

  • Empower yourself with expert strategies for solo female voyagers ensuring their safety.
  • Develop your instincts to effectively recognize and react to red flags in people's behavior.
  • Learn the significance and procedure of reporting unsettling events to the relevant coordinators and authorities.
  • Grasp how to judiciously share personal details in the digital universe.
  • Explore the assets and liabilities of tech devices like Apple's AirTags and fortify your protective shield.

My special guest is Mike

Meet Mike, a seasoned expert in the field of personal safety with over two decades of practical experience. Having worked extensively in executive protection, travel security, and crisis management, he has honed his expertise in minimizing risk and enhancing personal safety. Now, Mike devotes his time to helping women stay safe and secure, especially during travel. He has developed a much-needed online course titled 'Travel with Confidence,' aiming specifically at solo female travelers, providing them with the tools to create their safety plan and confidently respond to possible threats.

Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews
Purchase my book: Why I Survived: How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Lee
https://whyisurvived.com/
The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.
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Melissa is a survivor of domestic violence, sharing her story of strength, adversity, regaining independence, and finding inner peace.

Melissa thought she had found a perfect relationship and was excited to be with her new partner. Despite red flags, she was blinded by the feeling of being loved and accepted. Her honeymoon phase didn't last long and soon the verbal and physical abuse started. Isolated with no family, Melissa was unable to escape. After a year and a half, Melissa confided in her family, who saw the physical abuse, and took matters into her own hands by seeking counseling. With the help of her job, she was able to slowly build her confidence and protect herself and her son.

In this episode, you will learn the following:

1. How did Melissa navigate an abusive relationship and the manipulation tactics of her partner?

2. How did Melissa find the strength and courage to protect herself and her child in an isolated environment?

3. How did Melissa's job become a saving grace and help her to find her way out of the abusive relationship?
National Domestic Violence hotline:
800-799-7233
When you're ready, we're here to listen with confidential support 24/7/365.
Additional National Help hotlines:
https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:
https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-products
Purchase my book: Why I Survived: How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Lee
https://whyisurvived.com/
This book recalls four personal experiences of suspense, suspicion, and survival that ultimately lead to my life purpose of helping other survivors.

You’ll find words of support and pages of resources throughout the book, so you know that you are never alone.

Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews
The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.
https://chargood.com/home
Learn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

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Maya - It's not often I get to talk about cancer in a way where it's both educational, emotional, and inspiring. I want people to know they’re not alone regardless of their role, whether they are the patient, the parent, the sibling, even the cousin or the aunt. Everybody is affected by a sickness and it's not just the immediate people; everybody matters.
“My friends thought I would give them cancer. I wore gloves when I changed my 2-year-old sisters’ diaper because the waste was radioactive.” This is Maya’s story.

She was 13 when her sister was diagnosed with ALL: Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. She remembers the moment, the pandemonium, surrounding the announcement her sister had cancer. As a teenage sibling, Maya was thrust into a journey which left her confused, fearful, lonely, and feeling deprived. And those are just a few of the many emotion’s siblings feel when they cope with a sister or brother who has cancer.

Maya is now 21 and her sister is 9. She is going to share her story to help comfort others. When I first met with Maya, I was drawn to the emotional details she shared. She has beautiful eyes and as she spoke, she let me into the world she witnessed, watching this younger life and, almost death, of her sister.
Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
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Her strength was tested by sexual assault and the murder of her brother, but what happened next was the unexpected twist that left us in awe. You won't believe how Dharasena found healing and forgiveness in the face of unimaginable adversity.
God brought you and me here today for me to release this forgiveness onto you so that we both can heal from this event. ~ Dharasena
To reach out to Dharasena, email: [email protected]
Dharasena would love to pray with you or pray for you. This is Dharasena's story:

Dharasena's journey is a heart-wrenching tale of strength and resilience despite facing horrific experiences of sexual assault and the loss of her brother. Her story begins at a party where she was assaulted by an authoritative figure, only to be met with retaliation and disbelief when she reported the incident. As Dharasena coped with the trauma, she faced another tragic event – the murder of her younger brother. Driven by an unwavering determination to seek justice, she investigated the case, neglecting her healing. This neglect led to addiction as she tried to navigate the PTSD symptoms left by her trauma. One day God spoke to her, and thus her healing journey began.
Dharasena shares how she forgave the man who murdered her brother. She explains how forgiveness helped her move on from the anger and fear holding her back and allowed her to start trusting people and going out in public again.
The conversation ends with a positive note on sharing your smile with the world.

Connect with Jen:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/

Purchase my book: Why I Survived: How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Lee
https://whyisurvived.com/
5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book!

Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023

I could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show how easy it is to fall into an abusive relationship. More important, she was strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life gives you lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone who is currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an abusive relationship.
I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.
Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations.

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The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.
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Meet Mark, an epitome of strength, perseverance, and faith. He's a survivor in the literal sense of having overcome significant health scares and his journey through the rugged landscape of grief and single parenting. Having lost his wife to breast cancer and faced two life-threatening brain tumors, he knows the depth of despair but also the height of triumph. His story is enriched by the strength he derived from his family and faith, and he stands as a beacon of hope for those facing overwhelming adversities.

Don't miss this enlightening episode as Mark shares his personal story of hope, resilience, and the incredible power of community during times of adversity. Mark's inspiring journey will touch your heart and leave you with a renewed sense of hope and determination.
" There are no exceptions. Everyone you meet is experiencing their challenges, even if you can't see them." - Mark

"Understand that nobody is exempt from life challenges. But with your own will and inner strength, you can overcome and manage any pain that comes your way." - Mark

Connect with Jen:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jennifer-lee-017097215/
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/

The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.
https://chargood.com/home

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What happens when those who protect don't know how to ask for help themselves?
This episode is about first responders, law enforcement, and military addiction and recovery. A true story where understanding it's okay to be the helpee vs the helper. As first responders, you have the right to be well, and live a fulfilling life. Windmill Wellness Ranch provides the healing treatment and hope you deserve.
Erika Unberhagen, is a 15-year veteran law enforcement officer whose career ended four years after being selected as Officer of the Year in the 5th largest county in the State of Texas due to alcohol use disorder and undiagnosed PTSD. She struggled for over 13 years. That struggle resulted in divorce, the loss of her children, her career, her self-respect, her desire to live, and eventually lead to homelessness.
In recovery for over eight years now, she is a licensed therapist and chemical dependency counselor at Windmill Wellness Ranch in Canyon Lake, Texas where she specializes in the treatment of first responders and veterans for addiction, PTSD, and other co-occurring mental health disorders. She and Windmill Wellness Ranch are for the blue, BY the blue.
My other special guest is, Shannon Malish, a licensed clinical social worker who is married to a veteran and retired police officer. Together with her husband Kris, they opened Windmill Wellness Ranch to support not only the first responders in getting the treatment they deserve, but also to help the family of law-enforcement navigate this journey. Kris, Shannon, and Windmill Wellness Ranch, look forward to treating more law-enforcement officer and their families. For additional information visit: www.windmillwellnessranch.com
For additional information: [email protected]
The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.
https://www.purple-planet.com/
Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

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Vital Germaine is a resilient survivor of childhood trauma, former Cirque du Soleil performer, author, artist, and humanitarian.
During this episode, we dive into the profound exploration of healing from past scars and disrupting generational cycles. Our discussion highlights the extraordinary impact of empathy in facing guilt and shame, sharing intimate experiences with mental health, and challenging societal stigma.

We navigate the complexities of living authentically and liberating ourselves from societal norms. Vital illuminates the potency of authenticity in conquering imposter syndrome.

In the episode's final segment, we unravel the empowering essence of books and creativity, delving into Vitals’ favorite literary works that revolve around themes of hope and authenticity.
The resounding message echoes: your past is not a determinant of your identity, and within you resides a strength far more significant than you may perceive.

To learn about Vital: https://www.vitalgermaine.com/
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.
https://chargood.com/home

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"I talked to my son a week ago. He was going to be home in one month. 30 days and he would be returning home from the Army. He was an honorable part of Operation Enduring Freedom stationed in Afghanistan and my baby is headed home. I can wait for a hug. I just can’t wait."

Michelle never got that hug. The next time she saw her son, he was in a casket. He died with glory serving his country, the United States of America. But all the glory in the world would not replace the pain of her broken heart. Her son was now a fallen soldier.

Michelle later learned her son was not afraid to die. He was afraid to be forgotten! So today we honor him and the other soldier who died beside him.

Michelle is now President of the American Gold Star Mothers in the state of FL. We are here to honor her son Dale and give recognition to all the gold star mothers out there.

For additional information about the Indian River County, FL Gold Star moms chapter, visit:
https://www.ircgoldstarmoms.org/
Email Michelle at: MichDaleIRC@[email protected]
Visit https://www.goldstarmoms.com/ for the national directory.
Dogs For Life, Vero Beach, FL - https://www.dogsforlifevb.org/
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Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
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Christine B was a victim of an assault at a high school party, and felt isolated and embarrassed. She grew up in a family where you didn't talk about such things. She found her solace in music, and was determined to leave a legacy and better her life.
Christine B shares her domestic violence story and advocates for other trauma survivors. While she will never forget her painful journey, Christine persevered and overcame the trauma, and eventually was able to talk openly about her experience.
Christine B shares her emotional journey of losing a baby. Finding closure was a journey she is now ready to share.
Today, Christine B is a professional recording artist, producer, and actress who at times has dealt with social media bullying. Hear how she remains positive and drowns out the "noise."
In this episode, you will learn the following:
1. How Christine B was able to transform her trauma and become self-made against the odds.
2. How Christine B's daughter saved her life and how she is honoring her legacy.
3. How Christine B overcame hate and self-destructive behavior to achieve success.
"I will not tolerate anything less than being successful. I will not tolerate anybody just trying to take me down anymore. I will not tolerate anyone trying to say, Christine B is this or Christine B is that. No. I'm at a point in my life right now if you're not calling me to build me up, if you can't be bothered with me, then just stay out of my life."
To learn more about Christine and follow her talented career:
FB: @christinebvocals
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Instagram: @bvipfl
Facebook: @bvipfl
National Help hotlines:
https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:
https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-products
Purchase my book: Why I Survived: How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Lee
https://whyisurvived.com/
“In Why I Survived, Jennifer pulls us into her hair-raising traumatic stories and helps us understand the physical, emotional, and mental toll trauma takes on us. Simultaneously, she reminds us we're not alone and encourages us to listen to our intuition, which helps us avoid pain and stay on the right path. On the edge of our seats, we get to see how Jennifer triumphs over her adversities and finds the gift of helping empower others to begin their healing journey by speaking her stories. This book is unputdownable.”
Julie Jacky- Author of On the Other Side - A Spiritual Memoir of healing and forgiveness

Connect with me:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
Website: https://ineedblue.net/
Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews
The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.
https://chargood.com/home
Learn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

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How many episodes does I Need Blue have?

I Need Blue currently has 82 episodes available.

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The podcast is about Health & Fitness, True Crime, Love, Mental Health, Family, Podcasts and True Crime Podcast.

What is the most popular episode on I Need Blue?

The episode title 'S2 EP 24 Taylor - Intrafamilial Sexual Abuse: A Survivor's Story' is the most popular.

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The average episode length on I Need Blue is 43 minutes.

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Episodes of I Need Blue are typically released every 14 days.

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The first episode of I Need Blue was released on May 11, 2021.

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