L’EGGO MY EGGO

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06/11/22 • 82 min

this is the one about the human ego • as a kid eggo waffles were a go to. *to be completely honest i might pick up the cinnamon ones right after i record this. but think of the popular slogan. the marketing, the brand. something i picked up earlier in this journey...let go of my eg(g)o? interestingly enough my experience over the past few days took the forefront to make this episode a separate release from episode 8 but in the same day. the whole aesthetic changed. i said every odd is a teaching modality etc. well as I stated from the start, i want this to be me. who i am authentically on where i am at. so who cares about the logistics of presentation as long as my voice is clear. this is so fresh in my head space that i have to dive in to the transitioning from ego driven to soul. ego death to me is counterproductive. ego sustains drive. it keeps your desires expanding and the will to keep living for what we have no idea for. balance is everything so instead of death integrate your ego with your heart. to confront and forgive. post malone’s new album is everything to me and now is the background music playing in the movie of my life. just listening to the first two songs his story is my story. my story is yours. all things in nature need one another. when the “ego only” living becomes the norm, my energy changes. i resort to my shadow, bitterness, and sadness. being consciously aware of this in the moment is the next step in a peace of mind and healthy lifestyle. i also want to discuss resistance and how i am resisting to the extremes. as you intake downloads and build a conscious mind you become aware of how life keeps you on the right path you are to be on. we all have free will, but when it comes to taking action in a purposeful way you get by with a little help from your friends. ladies, gents, they’s, them’s and WE, let me introduce you to mercury retrograde standing in the ring. let’s just say the planet helped in kicking my ass during its reign. now coming in for the KO, it’s saturn mayweather back from stationing direct. yuppp, these are the lessons through experience as well as what should be integrated in my decisions and overall awareness. all in good fun remember. the extra aid to empowerment. not here to harm but help us whether the love is tough or not. hang in there i am right here with yous.

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this is the one about fear. “our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...” can you guess the movie?! in this episode i discuss my own fears that i have become aware of during my healing journey. also i take a dive in to my link to the critically acclaimed film, coach carter and how it has shaped me since it was released in theaters way back in 2005. (does coach ken carter and kenyon in the film ring a bell?!?!). fears are the very thing that hold us back in this life. fears of rejection. fears of success. fears of change. etc. to overcome our fears that have us trapped in a loop hindering us from truly stepping into our power. as i heal, i learn to make a list of what i fear and start the process of letting them go one by one. never forget that i am on this journey alongside each one of you too. from a vulnerable and open space, my journey unfolds as i continue this podcast each week.

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SPIEGEL ထ SPIEGEL ON THE WALL..

When you look in the mirror do you see yourself clear?

What if reality is the collective soul’s mirror?

LOVE is INFINITE.

You are the source of all the relationships in your life.

The people in your life reflect back and are projections from within yourself..

“as above, so below.”

Did you ever see the film Labyrinth with David Bow? and what is “spiegel?!?! the little scary guy from Lord of the Rings?”

“no silly, not smiegel! the word spiegel. It is German for mirror.”

This right here is for the lovers of classical music and anyone just eager to explore the concept of how we are mirrors.

Mirror within mirrors to ourselves and each other in this human life right here on earth.

Next, I lay out my take about Netflix’s “black mirror” is wild and actually mirrors our reality right now... and for good reason.

Lastly, i’m proud of myself. i did it...

I set the groove...

on a Tuesday evening a few weeks back i lit some candles, i did a channel reading for myself to gain clarity and insight into a problem I am going through.

As much as the modern meditation advice works for the majority of others, I’m living proof it to my infinite “mirrors” on the wall,

I’m learning to listen and apply other findings from well respected individuals as well. strengthen my discernment game is an added bonus while I trial and error to see what rituals fit to incorporate and make habitual in my own day to day living. consistency is really the key to your own setup and for whatever inspires you to connect with yourself.

Up for the challenge?

Ofcourse you are.

We are built for this.

Lastly, Lastly...

I will relay you some of my tips and *tiffs on how to connect with your angels, guides, and the creator of all things.

One of these bad boys is surrounding the classical music genre to help get into a calm, quiet place.

Classical was never my high note... but I am catching my tempo.

Take my experience. apply what you like to you...

sift through the old, work with what’s new.