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The same stories seemingly cross many major cultures of the world, further showing us we are all made from the same inaugural thread weaved. The Ark of the Covenant is very similar to a purportedly older Egyptian technological device called, the Osiris Device, which was said to have the same function of communicating with God/the Gods. The Ark was said to be only accessible to certain people as it had a special power that only some were imbued with authority or knowledge to properly approach and handle the ‘device.’ Moses being one as well as some priests, just like its Egyptian counterpart.
Just as we have our current language and colloquialisms in every culture, tongues were even more varied in antiquity, and even in medieval times. When these ancient books were found in earlier centuries through the deciphering of those books in more recent centuries, it is obvious to any thinking person that interpretations have the highest likelihood than not of being misinterpreted. How much depends on the Catholic Church releasing the information they’ve had passed through Rome from Alexandria if you know your history (& if you listened to my podcast about these rapist MFers). Both times. Trust and believe the good shit wasn’t burned. It’s under watchful eyes. Not to give a history lesson but we have to remember that societies throughout the Mediterranean and some parts of the Middle East subscribed to paganism. Earlier before/when the catholic church was in its birth and infancy as part of the Theodosian and Constantine religious changes and solidifying church and state’s compounded powers, Rome was largely pagan. So beliefs or any practices outside of this edict was persecuted until Catholicism dominated (why were these people so damn violent?).
I say the information given in the Bible is “sketchy” because the books in the cannon were cherry-picked, alongside what was left in and further added to these books. If you really know the Bible, you know that there are lots of mentions of things but very rarely expounded. Then, over time, the specific matters that were left out, which were just as important as the remaining pieces, were then considered heresy, ‘occultish’, or flat out demonized. As we also see, hypocrisy is rampant throughout the Bible as is with alleged “Christians” in this country. The biggest examples are pagan acts and worship that are exhibited clearly in their reverence to saints, in ‘holy’ celebrations like Easter and Christmas, and using pagan symbols like the cross which are/were used in many cultures to represent different things *before the founding of Christianity and especially now with the increase of challenges to this mode of being – finally seeing the truth over and through what we’ve been brainwashed to believe for almost forever and a week.
Feed into your affinities. You never know where they will lead you or how they can help someone outside of you in the rest of the world. Additionally, time is relative. Time meant something different in antiquity. However, there’s no more time. We need to be working to be better now. We seem to be going in the wrong direction. The beauty in the dark is the light it indirectly brings forth. How else would we find and have light when we’re already in the dark, or r

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This episode is about going back to basics – like, elementary basics. Things don’t seem to sink in until the nexus of the thought is made as plainly as possible for people to get it. Nothing in adulthood makes sense, so we need to view it from untainted eyes and minds. As I like to say, “life is an ouroboros.” Sometimes, we need to view the world as simply as possible to understand how it works, how it moves the people in it, on down to what is going on at-present in your own life. It doesn’t have to be as big an ask as the single formula to creating the one-pill cure for cancer with zero side effects. It’s simply just asking self-awareness (no longer seeing ourselves as ‘victims’ in every negative situation; instead, seeing it from, “what did I do in this situation to cause or exacerbate the problem?”) and understanding (seeing how we affect our own present-tense and the present-future-tense of others, while working to reverse events/things of the past so you can move fluidly, made of love and peace, through this universe.).

We look to everything to do the hard work for us, or we do nothing at all. This is why there are so many traumatized people in this world still reeling from the traumatized situation(s); or, Ozempic butt for those using it for weight loss. The first thing we need to do in our healing process is ‘want’ to heal. Surprisingly, people who constantly say they need to heal don’t actually want to. It vividly shows in their actions. A good example is when a person has developed a bad habit to deal with the trauma but don’t want to let the habit go. When one truly wants to heal, it will require relinquishing all the actions/people/things that are band-aids or otherwise things that serve to protect us from the trauma and emotions that come from reliving it, even if for a short moment. We must acknowledge and embrace the situation for what it is. We must be open and vulnerable with ourselves to ourselves during the process. And, above all else, we must be resolute in our healing process. It’s a disservice to half ass it. It’s exactly like doing nothing at all. We must face and we must release.

We set our goal posts so close yet so far. It doesn’t help us to take the easy way out having a goal post that’s only inches away, yet it’s also unproductive to aim for a goal post across town on another field. We have to test ourselves but not set ourselves up for failure, adding more obstacles and other shit to our field that stands between us and the target.
We need to always carry high standards. Big diff between high standards and arrogance. One is not the same as the other. When we carry high standards in the right way, people will be forced to come correct when they approach you. A family member who is trying to borrow money better be coming with a business proposition, not to get a hit, bottle, or anything on sale before they sell out. Most times, this will also elevate those in your square who have even lower standards. This is akin to part of the idea of tangibly helping another rise, with the other part showing another how to do it. In this, we create a chain reaction to creating our own universe and moving through and with others in our galaxies. We must be stars so others can be suns, with each star shining brighter than

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This episode was recorded just over a year after my mother’s transcendence in 2021. People kept asking me if I was grieving and getting through everything. I questioned whether I was grieving because people kept asking, but these were other people’s questions. I grieved when I saw her soul leave in a dream then again at other times during herthree weeks in ICU. It made it a little easier when she finally passed but I still cried like a baby when I was seemingly forced to make the decision to take her off of life support. To be forced to let go and to force them to let go is hard as shit to do. Even when people are sick, it doesn’t make it any easier when they do finally let go. I don’t get into the details of the entire experience of those 3 weeks she was physically here unless asked about it, but a few days into it, I was broken. I knew then she wasn’t coming home, just as I knew when my favorite aunt who raised me wasn’t going to make it home. I grieved, sobbed, and let my grossest runny nose run a full 10K, but I was at peace when she (and my wonderful aunt) finally let go. That was three years ago now, but it still and always will hurt. But, the beautiful thing is I get to see her every single night almost. Unfortunately, she's giving me other people's bad news so that I can comfort and help them. C'est la vie.

People are suffering in their grief instead of actual grieving. There are quite a few people I know personally that are still suffering in their grief 7, 8 years into it. Still on psychotropic drugs that are keeping them depressed and suicidal. Others have taken up drinking as their new therapeutic hobby. This kind of grieving is highly toxic and unproductive in every way, as I have had many experiences with people resorting to this method of pain relief. I'm teetotal, so drinking especially bothers me. One cousin died a painful death 2 years ago after developing cirrhosis of her liver because she drank nonstop in her (not so much of) grieving process after her mom passed. Nonstop isn’t an exaggeration. It was so sad to see this person in this manner of experiencing and suffering in her pain. Her last day on earth was heart-breaking to a lot of us because her entire grieving journey was ending the way it did. Now her kids have no mom, but they are still too young to understand the ‘what/when/how’s’ of death - particularly, hers. They just know their momma will never be back. Was this selfish? Very much so, because these kids are now suffering in a multitude of ways because of her actions. However, she had no real understanding of how to deal with death in her 30s, as a lot of people of any age don’t. So, the children, once of a mentally-developed age, should understand death more from their situation and how their mother dealt with it. It will be up to them what happens next in how they, then, will be able to view their mother’s death and their grieving process – which could start all over again, but, hopefully, in a different way with different information than they originally received.

I didn’t edit this much because I wanted you all to hear the human side of this episode. This is a very human subject, so this episode needed to be as real as possible. My mom died helping others and so will I. It’s my lot now and in every

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Remember, repetition becomes habit. This episode brings everything full circle. We end these points (listen to "Pt. 1") right where we began. Fears, or those unreal thoughts, we created at some point in our lives that tell us that we aren’t good enough or worthy of something new, different, or that great was born from fear of failing at being great. Fear makes us think things like this about ourselves when we know we can flourish in anything we attempt to accomplish. Fear is just a disease of the mind that we need to cure ourselves of, simply by remembering how great we actually are and if the world is presenting something for us to try, then it’s for us, bitch. Stop the crying about what you don’t have and thank God every minute of every day for what you do have and how far you’ve gone getting there. Roll around naked in those blessings if you have to so that you remember that you are worthy and you can accomplish even more. No one can take your worth but you – by gift or by sorrow. Always question your fears. Ask where they come from and why they are there. At the beginning is, almost always, trauma's end.

With knowing that we have to be 100% better for ourselves, why do we settle for 99% and feel like the remaining 1% is too much for us, or that we are undeserving of it? We have been conditioned to believe we should be happy to be peasants as mediocrity is sacrosanct. Just like we have been taught opposite the truth for millennia. To move out of mediocrity, we have to accept and embrace our passions at 100%, so that the energy from that passion will bring in all blessings abundant. To which, then, we are pushed into our greatness. It's okay to accept 100%. We were made complete. No holes, no flaws, just perfect. Our egos screwed that all up. We can accept and grow back into unconditionally loving ourselves and each other just by being 100% true to both. (Un)Poetic that Justice.
This is why I had to separate these 2 episodes. I spoke nonstop because y’all are annoying. It’s a continual message that everyone not acting and living in and from their authenticity will need to hear. I wouldn’t have to be this kind of a messenger if less people needed to hear this shit. Rolling my damn eyes.

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Hola, everyone! The Androgynous King is here, finally. Don’t call me “them”. Call me by my name – the One. I'm going to take everyone on a journey untraversed by a great multitude. This is where you will be tackled with the choice of facing: your lower vibrating self or the face of the outcome of its work. Our lower selves have many hideous faces that show up in our nightmares and our daily lives. We can no longer hide or run from those faces. Humanity is overdue for its evolution. Look in the mirror as you listen to my podcasts, and ask yourself, “do I love this person I see; and, am I truly that person?” Well, enough about you for you right now. Let’s get on this roller coaster and start talking about the you for the rest of humanity... while I talk about me.
The world is changing and so are we! Those of us who are awakened, or at the beginning of this process, are having a hard time trying to navigate through what's going on in the world from this new perspective. This, sometimes, can come in the form of new or increased mental health concerns that make life more confusing and difficult than it already is. However, this podcast is not just for people struggling to grasp normalcy; it's for anyone trying to make sense of our preordained reality. I will be helping everyone, no matter their situation, to understand this new way of being by candidly touching on subjects that affect everyone across the globe - such as, mental health, religion/spirituality, societal problems, the daily lives we lead, and many other difficult subjects we have a hard time discussing and digesting. And, how all of those things tie us together as individuals in one collective human race. We will work together to take all of this information and the inherent lessons in the events in our lives and in the world, and use them to heal as individuals first, then as humanity. But, be warned! This is not your typical wholesome, tough love podcast. You will learn how to tell your problems to go fuck themselves from a place of unending love.

Most of our unresolved trauma stems from our childhood and compounded by life's events. When we have unresolved trauma after trauma, it erodes our energetic and mental strength. Then, we go to people who push meds on us to band-aid the symptoms but don’t really provide effective or useful methods to face and work through our mental duress and replenish our energies. We have to find and face our own individual pain points so that we can heal them. This will strengthen our energetic and mental foundations so that we are better fortified for our battle with the contemptuous whore we call, or that is, life. That bitch and I have had many run-ins, but following the Jesus Christ ideology (not the whole of Christian belief or the man, but his teachings and my Soul’s purpose), I subdued that ass. Now, we chill on cosmic beaches planning our work for humanity, together. You can, too, for your God-given purpose. So, leash and check your bitch, and see how she changes for the better. She, nor anything other than the omniscient Creators, should not be controlling you. Ever! Reins are my gift to humanity.
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