"I Feel Dead Inside"

In episode 1, Nic Sanchez & his partner Trace vet themselves to their audience by intimately opening up about: What Nic’s military-to-civilian transition looked like to each of them, the effects of this transition on their relationship, unexpected panic attacks, the heartbreak of becoming two separate islands, the pain of suicide threats, and the slow but steady climb up from their most rock-bottom transition moment. (Special accidental audio cameo by their black lab Charlie, who can be heard panting a few times in the background because he’s an attention-seeking pain in the ass who refused to leave the studio for sixty *whole* minutes the day of recording.)