This Is It, I’m Just Me

We all deal with it to some level, Since Hopes passing it really had made mine come to the surface way more. I thought I had suppressed it enough but apparently not. So I decided to reach out for help.

If you need help.

It is out there!

Just ask for it.

Turn volume up!!!

The conceptual outline of what will become a magnificent piece of art is sketched onto paper. Markers in a few colors are then applied to my soft, delicate skin.

Tiny needles repeatedly pierce my pores, going ever so deeply. Ink floods the first few layers of skin, leaving behind a divine sensation of both pain and discomfort—exhilarating, warm, and deeply satisfying. Slowly, the final piece of beautiful work takes shape.

Listen to this chapter and see the final piece of artwork on my personal Instagram: @mizlovelylana

This chapter was extremely difficult to record and only three days later. Aug 26th 2024 was the finally morning that I’d spend with my baby girl Hope, she was the most precious positive good energy chihuahua you would have ever of met.

Listen to this chapter of when she got sick and hope you are not having to go through this at this moment.

If you have a sick dog or cat and you live in the Ottawa/Gatineau area and you’re interested in doing at home euthanasia. You can reach out to me on my Instagram mizlovelylana/ and ask any questions or if you’re looking to use the same home hospice vet that I used.