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Things I Am Not - Strategy of Rupture

Strategy of Rupture

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04/19/21 • 14 min

Things I Am Not

“This is the ultimate act of compassion and our bravest encounter. To be and bear witness to our being.”

Yasmeen’s monologue isn’t for the faint-hearted. Her raw, honest, and fierce prose evokes a painful and shocking journey - real and metaphorical - into the darkness and beyond. A young woman’s encounter with the violence of war, and a refugee’s encounter with daily stupidity, xenophobia and bigotry, in search of a place to breathe.

***TRIGGER WARNING: Contains noise of explosions, bombing and sexual references.

Written and performed by: Yasmeen Audisho Ghrawi. You can find out more about Yasmeen here.

Has this story made you think, smile, cry or even smirk? Please send us your responses. Over the coming weeks and months, our interactive website will gradually morph into a digital gallery featuring audience responses to thingsiamnot.com/responses.

You can also reach us via email [email protected], on Instagram at @legalalienstheatre or on Twitter and Facebook at @LegalAliensITC

Producing Artistic Director: Lara Parmiani

Concept: Emmanuela Lia

Director: Becka McFadden

Visual Art: Laura Rouzet

Website design: Daiva Dominyka

Social media: Catharina Conte

Original Music: Angelina Rud & Martin Bakero

Things I’m Not is funded by Arts Council England.

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“This is the ultimate act of compassion and our bravest encounter. To be and bear witness to our being.”

Yasmeen’s monologue isn’t for the faint-hearted. Her raw, honest, and fierce prose evokes a painful and shocking journey - real and metaphorical - into the darkness and beyond. A young woman’s encounter with the violence of war, and a refugee’s encounter with daily stupidity, xenophobia and bigotry, in search of a place to breathe.

***TRIGGER WARNING: Contains noise of explosions, bombing and sexual references.

Written and performed by: Yasmeen Audisho Ghrawi. You can find out more about Yasmeen here.

Has this story made you think, smile, cry or even smirk? Please send us your responses. Over the coming weeks and months, our interactive website will gradually morph into a digital gallery featuring audience responses to thingsiamnot.com/responses.

You can also reach us via email [email protected], on Instagram at @legalalienstheatre or on Twitter and Facebook at @LegalAliensITC

Producing Artistic Director: Lara Parmiani

Concept: Emmanuela Lia

Director: Becka McFadden

Visual Art: Laura Rouzet

Website design: Daiva Dominyka

Social media: Catharina Conte

Original Music: Angelina Rud & Martin Bakero

Things I’m Not is funded by Arts Council England.

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hereHas this story made you think, smile, cry or even smirk? Please send us your responses. Over the coming weeks and months, our interactive website will gradually morph into a digital gallery featuring audience responses to thingsiamnot.com/responses.

You can also reach us via email [email protected], on Instagram at @legalalienstheatre or on Twitter and Facebook at @LegalAliensITC

Written and performed by: Lara Parmiani

Producing Artistic Director: Lara Parmiani

Concept: Emmanuela Lia

Director: Becka McFadden

Visual Art: Laura Rouzet

Website design: Daiva Dominyka

Social media: Catharina Conte

Original Music: Angelina Rud & Martin Bakero

Things I Am Not is funded by Arts Council England.

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I can feel my tears running down my cheeks.

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But you know what? I’m not sorry.

It’s not my fault.”

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Find out more about Inyoung here

Has this story made you think, smile, cry or even smirk? Please send us your responses. Over the coming weeks and months, our interactive website will gradually morph into a digital gallery featuring audience responses to thingsiamnot.com/responses.

You can also reach us via email [email protected], on Instagram at @legalalienstheatre or on Twitter and Facebook at @LegalAliensITC

Written and performed by: Inyoung Lee

Producing Artistic Director: Lara Parmiani

Concept: Emmanuela Lia

Director: Becka McFadden

Visual Art: Laura Rouzet

Website design: Daiva Dominyka

Social media: Catharina Conte

Original Music: Angelina Rud & Martin Bakero

Things I’m Not is funded by Arts Council England.

Things I Am Not - Strategy of Rupture

Transcript

Strategy of Rupture

I grew up with the myth that men were more sexual than women and I haven’t stopped masturbating since I was 6. That’s decades worth.

It’s the only daily practice I have committed to aside from meditation, a distant second.

I am a hairy lascivious beast.

A few years ago, I decided to go on a journey.

It was time to fall in love with my hunch-backed, blistered, toothless, hairy beasts to caress them, hold them, to finally

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