Episode 12: Help! I am out of Control!

I promise I'll stop looking at porn...

I commit to my partner...

I commit to myself...

I commit to God...

And yet, a few days/weeks/months later, I'm typing words in the search bar.

Words I'm ashamed of.

Then I sit and look at things that go completely against my values.

Why can't I stop?

Why do I feel so out-of-control?

Why can't I just not look?

How is this not an addiction?

And if it's not... what is it?

Let's talk bout that in this week's episode.