"Confessions of a Mask" by Yukio Mishima (Episode 16.3)

A sad ending to a sad novel, we talk about the way inaction and not living authentically can misshape the soul. How sometimes the greatest tragedy in a man's life, can be the truths left unspoken; the glory never sought. Yukio Mishima is one of the best authors of all-time, and his resounding effect on the co-hosts of this podcast is a testament to that.
Oh, also, there's a kamikaze porn star story, so stick around for that.