003: Don't Help My Unbelief

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10/01/20 • 40 min

In this episode I talk about faith and doubt and that prayer I prayed for so many years: help my unbelief. I talk about why it is is more blessed to be curious than to know. I break down Pascal's wager, and discuss my contingency plan for if I get to heaven and find a God there after all.

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002: I Didn't Lose My Faith

In this episode of Existential Happy Hour, I tell the saga of how I started out as a fundamentalist church kid and became an agnostic astronaut drifting in space -- a story in three acts.
Act I: what happened to micah. fear of hell. fear of disappointing god. wrestling with doubt.
Act II: the evangelism company. the internet. the church with the stained glass windows. divorce. eucharist.
Act III: church dread. lent. the slave girl in pharaoh's house. leaving egypt.

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004: Magic + Mystery w/ Melissa B. Hawks

My dear friend Melissa Hawks joins me to talk about magic and mystery.
Also: religious gaslighting, reclaiming agency, learning to trust ourselves, unbrainwashing, soul/body dualism, growth and transformation, rocks and sticks and witchy stuff, learning to trust our intuition, and the universe infinite in every direction.
Melissa on Instagram: @melissabhawks