Everything I Knew, Fell Apart All Around Me

01/17/25 • 0 min

Everything I knew, fell apart all around me was the final straw to forgive myself. The forgiveness I never got. The closure I never got. I gave to myself. No more excuses, apologies or closure, I know when it will be time to go. No blame, hate or anger, just quietly walking away. Here one day, gone the next, you won’t even know that I disappeared. Half of the people who knew me, still can’t find me. Half of the people who used to hear from me, now noticed I disappeared. Disappearing without a trace, it won’t even be random. Putting in the effort with nothing in return, I had my limit.

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Previous Episode

Searching For Anything, But Me

Leaving the old version of you behind, is searching for anything but me. So unrecognizable, all of it had to burn to the ground, to become who are. The embers, the flames was the only thing left of your past. Nothing could replace the past, it could never be revisited or restored. It was gone forever. The ones who you used to know, the ones you used to speak to, are forever strangers to you. A stranger you can’t recognize or reconcile, is a stranger that won’t remember what they did. For the ending to happen this way.

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Next Episode

You Know This Moment, Don’t You?

Don’t act like your kind, like you know me. The toughest part is walking away from a life you once knew. Walking away from certain relationships that only drained you. I would rather hurt forever, than reopen a relationship that will never be amend. You know this moment, don’t you? Being haunt from a childhood, that had a very little of happiness. A smile to hide a painful life no one knew you had. Now living life where your anger doesn’t get tested. You no longer have control over me. I earned my achievements and you can’t take credit of it. Once a painful moment, is a life freed from pain but forever scared from the experiences. Trauma that will be carried through each year, will eventually be a scar that heals but will be forever remembered.

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.