
Venom, Death and Abuse - 2023 Update
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09/04/23 • 121 min
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Rough Timestamps
Introduction: Start to 00:04:00
Irene Doctoral Candidacy + Summer School in Pittsburgh: 00:04:00 to 00:10:00
Dealing with Anxiety / Panic Attacks: 00:10:00 to 00:16:00
Sage Emergency, Snake Bite, Kidney Failure (+ Joe Qualification Exam Prep): 00:16:00 to 00:35:00
Joe Qualification Exam: 00:35:00 to 00:40:00
Irene Father Health Emergency (Lack of space to Mourn): 00:40:00 to 01:03:30
Spring 2023
Irene Playing music again + Rock Climbing: 01:03:30 to 01:09:10
Joe Spring 2023, Prospectus + Rock Climbing: 01:09:10 to 01:16:50
Irene Scholarship: 01:16:50 to 01:19:00
Joe “Incident” with Advisor: 01:19:00 to 01:47:50
Summer 2023, Travel, Summer school in Brazil: 01:48:00 to End
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Links (Education and potentially useful resources to supplement the podcast)
Case Study of Serum Sickness in Dog due to Antivenin:
BCG Therapy Info by American Cancer Society:
Communal Narcissism:
Rough Timestamps
Introduction: Start to 00:04:00
Irene Doctoral Candidacy + Summer School in Pittsburgh: 00:04:00 to 00:10:00
Dealing with Anxiety / Panic Attacks: 00:10:00 to 00:16:00
Sage Emergency, Snake Bite, Kidney Failure (+ Joe Qualification Exam Prep): 00:16:00 to 00:35:00
Joe Qualification Exam: 00:35:00 to 00:40:00
Irene Father Health Emergency (Lack of space to Mourn): 00:40:00 to 01:03:30
Spring 2023
Irene Playing music again + Rock Climbing: 01:03:30 to 01:09:10
Joe Spring 2023, Prospectus + Rock Climbing: 01:09:10 to 01:16:50
Irene Scholarship: 01:16:50 to 01:19:00
Joe “Incident” with Advisor: 01:19:00 to 01:47:50
Summer 2023, Travel, Summer school in Brazil: 01:48:00 to End
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How Moon Knight Changed My Life
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Internal Family Systems Information :
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Where to watch Moon Knight (Not a sponsor):
Rough Timestamps (mm:ss)
Start - 08:00: Introduction & Catch up
08:00 - 09:15: Value of mental excercise
09:15 - 13:55 : Context from the show
14:15 - 24:00 : Context from my life & My Existential Crisis
Quote: "My Body on Railroad Tracks": 17:55
24:30 - 37:20 : "Who's My Mark and Who's my Steven?"
26:35 - 31:00 : Defining Mark
31:00 - 33:00 : Chink in Mark's Armor
33:00 - 34:45 : Who am I?
34:45 - 37:20 : Defining Steven
37:20 - 42:20 : The conflict between Mark and Steven
42:30 - 46:00 : Steven's right to exist ( despite what society may say )
46:00 - 48:33 : Take aways, Moving towards integration
48:33 - 50:30 : Homework for you!
50:30 - End : Outro
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Kintsugi with Michael Jaramillo
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- Master's Thesis
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APS Bridge Program:
Details on Bitter Electromagnets:
How to get healthcare (in the US) when unemployed:
Narcissism (and their communal variants):
- Crash Course on Narcissim by Dr. Ramani: https://youtu.be/V87G95bGTTk
- Video focusing on Communal Narcissm: https://youtu.be/aF8fiHTbGtY
- Article on Communal Narcissism: https://www.choosingtherapy.com/communal-narcissism/
Rough Timestamps (hh:mm:ss)
Introduction: Start to 00:02:20
Why pursue physics / astronomy: 00:02:30 to 00:06:00
Beginning Observational Astronomy: 00:0600 to 00:11:30
Time-domain Astronomy, Gravitational lensing: 00:11:30 to 00:13:00
Astronomy in Alabama to Michigan: 00:13:30 to 00:16:10
Ancient people having connection with the sky: 00:17:00 to 00:18:30
Brazil travel: 00:18:30 to 00:19:30
Back to why astronomy, Connecting to the universe: 00:20:00 to 00:25:00
“Putting numbers to things”, Learning the physics: 00:25:00 to 00:37:00
- “So much work to enjoy one of my five classes”: 00:33:00
- “Theme that echoes into grad school”: 00:33:25
In Grad School, when do you get to do what you love?: 00:38:00 to 00:43:00
What did you learn in school vs on the job? : 00:43:00 to 00:50:00
- Masters in Neutron Star astrophysics: 00:46:45
What’s next? : 00:51:00 to 00:53:00
New school, New problems Advisor, Research opportunities (Bait and switch): 00:53:00 to 01:02:00
- “Stink” associated with being a bridge student
- “Left more meetings in tears than not” : 00:57:00
Jaded on the bridge program: 00:57:00 to 00:59:00
Forced into condensed matter, research experience: 01:02:30 to 01:
Counseling (in and out of school): 01:13:00 to 01:15:00
Near death experience: 01:15:00 to 01:34:30
At the present, so to speak, Finding Balance, Confidence, Counseling: 01:35:00 to 01:50:00
Connection to Joe’s break “I don’t know who I am after I leave”: 01:51:30 to 01:54:15
What is your purpose without astronomy? (Bird, astrophotography. Skateboarding): 01:54:15 to 2:00:00
Expectations to provide and be emotionless: 02:00:00 to 02:08:40
Suffering leads to compassion: 02:08:40 to 02:10:00
Joe’s experience with his advisor: 02:10:00 to 02:26:00
How would you view your past experience now? : 02:26:00 to 02:30:00
How do you feel now that you are out of grad school?: 02:32:00 to End
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