3 am with Jenny Cleveland

i promise i wasn't a huuuuuge pessimistic in this episode. truthfully love is everywhere and its been overwhelming to think about bc we consume it constantly wether it is intentional or not. I'm no longer chasing or hyper-fixating on romantic love while still being aware that self love isn't supposed to fill the void of romantic love. did that even make sense? lol. I'm in the process of making peace with where I'm at right now and some days it can get challenging, but i always try to remind myself that nothing is ever meant for me will pass me :)

byeeee see you (maybe) next week!

wow what a turn of events!!

ok so i was really fucking sad last week, and id be lying if i said i still wasn't, but amidst of all the sad and disappointment, i feel a lot lighter and relieved. relieved that i no longer am confused about where i stand in someones life and we can both move on from a weird limbo era we were in. i obviously can't speak for both of us, but i feel optimistic and have a lot of good things to look forward to. i truly wish "ryan" nothing but good and of course healing. He's great and if were mean to be in each others life again, i trust that whatever is meant to be, will be. <3 in the meantime, I'm gonna continue living my life for me and love on my friends and family. see you next week besties! ily <3

hey!!! feels good to be back :)

tried to keep it simple and straight to the point, hopefully next weeks episode is more juicy and fun, for now this one is a lil life update on work and *whispers* love (or lack thereof lol) but let's be honest, my life is full of plenty of love with my loved ones ;)

bye!! til next week <3