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Episode 73: The Next Step in Vulnerability (also the Bad Jaw Episode)
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
01/16/22 • 29 min
I talk about the booster shot, my birthday, writing and participating in creative activities, but mostly, I talk about reading and some of the stuff I’ve read recently or over the last year, because my jaw hurts and I feel quiet on the inside.
In this one, I also unveil a new feature of this podcast. So, there’s also that. You’ll notice there’s an email address and Twitter handle at the bottom of this description. This episode also contains some rules of engagement concerning how to interact with that information. Also, I think in the episode, I say the Twitter handle is the exact same as the email address, but it's not. The true Twitter handle is @IDKPandemicPod and it's hyperlinked below.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad shit, you can email me at [email protected].
If you don’t want to follow me for some reason, but you want to listen to this podcast, you can keep up with the podcast specifically by following @IDKPandemicPod on Twitter. It’s not up and running just yet, but it will be where I post podcast stuff exclusively without all the other stuff I like to tweet about on my own account. So, you know there’s that, too.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

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Episode 90: 2022 Me Looking at 2012 Me in More Ways Than I Realized
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
05/29/22 • 16 min
Self-love via Gaga circa 2010-2012 vs 2022, Anterior Pelvic Tilt, yoga, exercise, skateboarding, D&D, video games, reading, writing, COVID brain fog, emotional burn out, Indy 500, Texas and Oklahoma, and another glance at 2012 me vs 2022 me. This episode covers a lot in a short amount of time.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad (or happy or anything in between) life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
Feel free to follow the podcast on Twitter: @IDKPandemicPod.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 76: Grief that Doesn’t Feel Like Mine to Have
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
02/06/22 • 35 min
I talk about some heavy stuff in this one. Missing Mom, feeling the dread as March approaches. Crying over apples and sudden grocery-related memories, followed by feeling weird with strange, out-of-place grief. I mention reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky – if you read it, be ready for some heavy content in that book. I also talk about other things, but these are the highlights that I remember. I also read another email from a listener!
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
If you don’t want to follow me for some reason, but you want to listen to this podcast, you can keep up with the podcast specifically by following @IDKPandemicPod on Twitter. It will be where I post podcast stuff exclusively without all the other stuff I like to tweet about on my own account.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 79: Mom-Week Begins, or Grasping at Straws to Stay Positive
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
02/28/22 • 20 min
Depression, grief, a listener email, and I chicken out of sharing a poem this week – all spoke about while on a performance high from an exhilarating voice acting session.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
Feel free to follow the podcast on Twitter: @IDKPandemicPod.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr
Special Links for this episode:

Episode 78: Bad Thoughts Brain Time
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
02/20/22 • 13 min
This one is about feeling horrible and struggling with suicidal thoughts. Stuff doesn’t bring someone back from the dead, no matter how hard you hold on to the items, it won’t bring somebody back. Also, I’m clinging to what Vox Machina represents as much as I cling to Spider-Man.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
Feel free to follow the podcast on Twitter: @IDKPandemicPod.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 77: Homesick for Things that No Longer Exist
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
02/13/22 • 19 min
I talk about the regret I feel surrounding the final month of Mom’s life and Grandma’s life, along with what I’m doing to stay in decent mental health headspace, and I try to take a moment to appreciate the hard work I’m doing and finding the confidence to believe in myself. I read a poem I wrote called, “I Dream About Dying,” and I urge people to write in with their struggles during the pandemic.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
Feel free to follow the podcast on Twitter: @IDKPandemicPod.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 80: Mom-Week Recap and Grief Exhaustion
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
03/06/22 • 30 min
This one is all about how Mom-Week went, what we did on the day of the anniversary, and how I’m tired of being sad, of feeling weighed down by grief, and getting messages that feel timely. I also mention suicidal thoughts, but just in passing. I talk about self-care and slowing down and trying to figure out how to get back to that.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
Feel free to follow the podcast on Twitter: @IDKPandemicPod.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 75: The Eye Drama Migraine Times
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
01/30/22 • 14 min
This one is about finishing Spider-Man/Deadpool, watching some shows(!!) – one of which is Peacemaker, which I might accidentally call Peacekeeper? (Sorry, it’s because I like The Hunger Games and mix up the words sometimes.) – and grief and letting go and sharing this podcast feeling a little less awkward. I have a listener email to read that I didn’t read this episode because I have big migraine threatening to swallow me whole. I wanted to do the email justice, and today, I don’t think I could have done that. I will read the email titled “Sunshine Patriots” on next week’s episode instead.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
If you don’t want to follow me for some reason, but you want to listen to this podcast, you can keep up with the podcast specifically by following @IDKPandemicPod on Twitter. It will be where I post podcast stuff exclusively without all the other stuff I like to tweet about on my own account.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 74: A New Phase of Grief, and the First Ever Listener Email!
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
01/23/22 • 28 min
This one is about writing, a new stage of grief, the booster shot and how it’s affecting my self-care, what I’m doing to deal with emotional pain from the holidays and birthdays and how I could be doing something better about that probably. Reading comics and coming up on finishing a comic series I’ve been reading for a few years now and considering what I’ll read next as far as comics go. I also talk about how hard hometown visits are now, despite being incredibly homesick for the people, the place is difficult to be. I’ve also received the very first listener email, so I share that as well, and then I ramble about it a little bit.
As always, I swear and talk about a lot of heavy stuff; you've been warned.
If you want to share your sad life-happenings that feel invisible, especially because of the pandemic, you can email me at [email protected].
If you don’t want to follow me for some reason, but you want to listen to this podcast, you can keep up with the podcast specifically by following @IDKPandemicPod on Twitter. It will be where I post podcast stuff exclusively without all the other stuff I like to tweet about on my own account.
I haven’t made time to participate in the Reedsy Prompts challenges lately, but I’m still including the link to that and my Twitter.
Reedsy Prompts Profile: Here (https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/cassie-poormokhtar/)
Twitter: @cassieprmkhtr (https://twitter.com/cassieprmkhtr)
If you want a link to all my links: drum.io/cassieprmkhtr

Episode 1: Here We Go?
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
08/09/20 • 29 min
I talk about grief, peanut butter meltdowns, skateboarding, breaking myself of perfectionism, and how much it sucks to be unable to call my mom. I'm marking it as explicit, because I can't keep track of when I swear and when I don't.
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